
no matter how hard i try this is what it feels like
i can do all the makeup in the world and lose all the weight on my body, get as much plastic surgery as i want and i'm sure it'll still feel like this every time i'm next to another woman. why does it get to be so easy for them to be feminine and girly and for me it's not. i've gotten "sir"ed since i was a little girl and no matter how my hair and appearance and general presentation changes it doesn't go away