u/unicorn_milks

Hello! I feel really fucking great right now. I just got off the phone with the FA office in my school and got news that my petition for independence has been approved!!
I’m in a really fucked up situation, and college, besides being a dream of mine, was my way out. It’s been two years of this back and forth and I was just about to accept the fact that I might not be able to attend college!
I called them today to follow up and I just got word that it’s been approved and I start this coming semester!! I don’t have a lot of friends and family so I don’t have many people to share this with but it’s a huge milestone for me!!

I like this guy and it’s driving me so fucking insane. My feelings are all over place. I keep thinking “get out of my head” because I’m giggling to myself and shit but I’m also dying of anxiety and embarrassment and whatever the fuck it is I’m feeling. He really likes me too I THINK and I mean we’ve hooked up twice so idk if it’s still considered a crush.
I’m enjoying this because I haven’t had a real crush in 5 years, but there has got to be a way to mellow out this feeling. It’s actually so debilitating.