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Hi i just found this community and boy was i looking for something like this, i love looking at others nests and inviting others to mine so im very happy this exists
heres my current nest build! the closet is under the moomin picture lol and I just increased the item limit too wooo so, im currently looking for ideas on what can i add to this place
Hi, i think ive posted a couple times before but all those had been on a mostly negative light but thats not all I am as a person so I hope this helps others see things a bit brighter too.
I've been depressed ever since I can remember, there was never a time in my life were I could confidently say "I am happy" or "I am glad to be here" but lately it seems its no longer such a foreign idea for me to wish for happiness. Everyone kept remarking how testosterone could (or would, (at least when i was looking into transition years ago) but it always seemed to be a big chance it'll happen) make you angrier or more irritable and it was honestly one of the side effects i was most afraid of as I've always hated getting angry and neither could I afford to lose my temper (as i care for my disabled mother and that's already an emotional toll), I was always scared of it.
And i wont lie, T has made me more 'angrier' but ive come to realize that it has also made me 'happier' and after talking with my therapist we came to the conclusion that it's because now, thanks to finally getting something essential to my sense of self, I can experience emotions in a more 'normal' way, so yes I AM angrier than the past depressed me but I am ALSO so much happier than ever in my life that if i had to start over from zero id do it without a second thought.
HRT can bring in changes you wont like but it can also bring out some you wouldn't have expected and you'll wonder how come you could live life before without them.
I've found myself giggling at stupid things, smiling, laughing even though im not sure how one is supposed to do so, I enjoyed spending time with people, I have found things that I genuinely like now and life is no longer a sad grayscale blurr but a scenery that seems to take life and color with every breath I take.
So never stop trying, never give up, I hope from my heart that you too can get to live as the best version of yourself one day, to feel whole or even just an ounce of happiness every once in a while that will make you think it is worth it to keep going.
I know its a long journey but its one im willing to take if it means I can live as myself.
Sorry if it sounds a bit like rambling, I wish you a good day or night and good luck on everything you need to do :)