20m life advice
So context growing up I was always an outcast from anything and everything. Whether it be family events, friends throwing party’s or just simply trying to have a girlfriend. I was never the first person anyone thought about or wanted to hang out with even today when I go hang out with people it’s always in a group of 5+ and I’m just in the background just there like out of pity no one wants to hangout with me by themselves. And for the people that will say you need to make the first move in any situation I do every conversation I have with anyone they only have one worded responses or they just simply ignore what I have to say. When it comes to females absolutely no luck what so ever they actively avoid me anywhere I go I tried dating apps and even tried to talk to them at the bar “Ik not the place you want to find a girl but I have had literally no luck anywhere else I tried”. Let me describe myself I’m 20 years old 5’6 180pounds at 20% body fat if you know numbers and heath you can understand where I stand on the totem poll. I like sports like every other guy including mma, and trucks, guns. I share a lot of the same hobby’s as majority the people my age and yet no one wants to hang watch the game on the tv go mud riding with me everything I have ever done in my life was alone. should I change who I am, my habits, my hobbies the way I look to give me a better chance at making friends, and talking to females. Or just stay the same person and leave it up to god.