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I’ve had the greatest character development experience ever … but it was someone’s snoring.

At first, bro started like an innocent electric scooter passing by… I was like “aww, eco-friendly snoring.”

Few minutes later, he upgraded into a motorbike… then somehow unlocked the legendary Bullet bike mode and the windows started questioning their existence.

I thought the evolution was finally over…but at 3 AM bro revealed his true form a tractor running in the middle of a farm with no brakes.

I didn’t sleep that night… I just attended a live vehicle exhibition. 🥳

Ninna evening gym ki vella leg chesa.

Gym ki mundhu chocolates thinna instant energy kosam 😭

Gym lo chesindhi em ledhu 3*35*8 lunges
Leg press 3*8
Hamstring curls 3*8
Calf raises

Danike oopika aipoindhi.. Sarle kadha ani bayatiki vacham nenu ma frnd vere vadi illu opening function repu ante sardaga vellam house choodataniki

Choosam sare kadha ani intiki vellipothunte vadu mammalni aapesi thinadaniki bayatiki veldham annadu. Mundhu endhuku le anukunna kani edho la convince chesadu

Vadu maku oka shawarma,oka biryani packet malli dantlo fry piece mukkalu (motham oil a) and vallu beer lu teeskunnaru. Oka chota ki velli dhobbi thinesam

Nen beer asala eppudu taste kooda cheyyale. Ninna chesa and entadhi bokkala undhi oka sip a le kani bokkala undhi. Sweet ga unde beer lu undava nen elago taaganu kani just asking

Sarle i ate almost idk 1500-2000 cals aa okka meal ke and i feel guilty lechina ventane. I’ve been doing this 2-3 months nunchi eating a lot of food outside.

Face melliga balloon la avthundhi.. starting stage lone undhi le kani emo bhayamvestundhi i used to be fat , 2-3 years nunchi gym chestunna. I lost so much fat and gained impressive amount of muscle as well

i stopped eating out for over 3 years 0 sugar,no outside food etc.. carbonated water kooda taagevadini kadhu (biryani okkati exception weekly once or monthly 2-3 times).. ippudu icecream lu, shawarma lu bokka motham chetha ne thintunna. Omg i hate myself

So, here’s what happened.

I used to have three really good friends during my B.Tech. We were very close until I got a gf. Naturally, I started spending a lot of time talking and texting her. But I never ignored my friends I always made time for them too.

Then one day, while I was talking to my gf on the phone, one of my friends started making comments about her. It really pissed me off, so I stopped talking to him. I knew I wasn’t in the wrong, so I expected him to apologize, but he never did. We slowly drifted apart.

Since I was already a bit distant from other guys, those three became even closer, and I started feeling like they were ignoring me.

Things were okay until another incident happened. Two of them borrowed my bike. I had already told them that I needed it because I was going out to meet my gf. They didn’t come back on time, and I called them countless times, but neither of them answered. I was worried because she was waiting for me. When they finally came back, they casually said they were talking to some random friend. That really frustrated me, so I shouted at them and left.
After some time, I realized I shouldn’t have shouted. I apologized and started talking to them again, but the friendship was never the same after that.

Eventually, B.Tech ended. For almost three months after graduation, I felt like I was the only one trying to keep the friendship alive. I was always the one calling or texting, while they seemed completely uninterested.

They were all into a particular game, so I even installed it just so I could spend time talking and playing with them. I even started talking to the first friend again.

Months passed, and one day I wanted to meet them.

The first guy said he couldn’t come because his dad would scold him for going out in the summer heat.

The second guy said he had to study 24/7.

The third guy said he’d only come if the other two came.

That honestly made me feel bad because they couldn’t spare even a little time for me. What hurt even more was that the three of them met several times without even telling me.

Then another incident happened. I tagged one of them in a funny “gay” meme/video just to troll him, the way friends usually joke around. He got offended, and all three of them started attacking and abusing me over it. Their reason was that his family follows him, and if they saw him tagged, they’d think badly of him.

From my perspective, it was obviously just a joke, and I felt like any educated person would understand that. Still, I realized that he genuinely got hurt, so I immediately untagged him and apologized. Once again, I was the one trying to fix things.

Later, while we were playing a game, I jokingly called one of them “kukka.” He got offended and said he’d “take it personally” if I called him that again. I was honestly shocked because I meant it in a playful way, the way close friends tease each other.

At that point, I started wondering, “Am I even your friend if I have to think twice before saying every single thing?” I was literally playing that game only because I wanted to spend time with them, but it felt like they never understood my intentions.
I got so frustrated that I deleted the game. But even after that, I was still the one who went back and tried talking to them again.

Fast forward to today.

I’m finally free and wanted to meet them because I genuinely miss them. But once again, they don’t seem interested.

I asked one friend, and he said he has exams next Friday. He told me he was planning to take a break on Sunday, so I suggested taking the break on Thursday instead because I have work on Sunday. He simply said, “Nah bro, I can’t.”

Then I asked the second guy if we could plan something, and he literally went offline.

At this point, I honestly feel like I’m the only person putting any effort into this friendship. It feels like they wouldn’t even care if I disappeared.

What makes it worse is that they often talk badly about me and even troll my ex gf. (We broke up on good terms,) and it really annoys me when they do that, but I usually ignore it because I don’t want more arguments.

I’m just tired.

I genuinely believed these people were my true friends. I don’t really have many friends offline or online besides them, so losing this friendship hurts a lot.

Sometimes I even start wondering if I’m the problem. But then I look back and realize that every time something went wrong, I was the one who reached out first, apologized when I felt I was wrong, tried to reconnect, planned meetups, installed games just to spend time with them, and kept putting in effort.

I honestly don’t know what else I can do.

TLDR : Naku inka type chese opika ledhu anniya chadavakapothe odiley.

My grandfather passed away, but when I heard the news, I didn’t feel anything at all. Is this normal? Idk. Sometimes I feel like I’m not emotionally connected to my family at all. I try to avoid spending time with them, and I can’t figure out why I’ve become like this.

So I added this guy on some platform. It was a music platform btw, where you can see your stats and everything, and you can even chat. So I added this guy who was one of the top listeners of my favourite song, thinking that we could talk about music since our music tastes are alike, and yeah, I love talking about music.

So I added him, and he texted me first. I have a girl pfp btw. We talked until he got to know I’m a guy. I mean, I get itas a guy, even I want to talk to a girl but I would never stop talking to someone cuz of their gender. If they’re texting me and reciprocating the same energy, I will text happily, no issues.
But it feels like some people aren’t looking for a good conversation or a genuine connection they’re just hoping the person on the other side is a girl 😭.

The moment they find out you’re a guy, it’s like none of the conversation that happened before matters anymore. Even I see this in so many people. I don’t get it.

I mean dawg wtf please grow up😔