u/usernamsomething

Hi everyone,

I’m 3 weeks away from my C-section after experiencing a neonatal loss shortly after birth last year, and I’ve been feeling really anxious lately. I keep feeling scared that something bad could happen again.
It almost feels surreal to think about actually bringing a baby home this time.

I feel like after going through loss, and now knowing so much more, my mind can think of 1001 ways things could go wrong at any moment.

I keep wondering if this is intuition or just anxiety from what I went through? Has anyone else felt this way near the end of a pregnancy after loss or is it just me?