u/userpersonaaa

A friend of mine decided to end his life recently. I still have not and cannot move on from what happened. He (my friend) was a great friend, and a great believer in Christ. He (my friend) shares the gospel with us. I wonder why and how can God let this happen to His disciple/follower? I am still in disbelief. It makes me question my faith in God.

Additional question: Will we ever see him (my friend) on judgment day again? Will we get to be with heaven with him (my friend)? Will God understand and forgive him (my friend)?

I'm from Batangas. I'm not sure if this is a dialect here, but my Mom mentioned it, and I was confused. Does anyone here know what the meaning of that word is?