u/vampire-zookeeper

I had been wanting to do this for a long time, but I usually don’t handle hate well (constructive criticism is fine, but bullying and hate comments make me have awful panic attacks)

I was watching a video on taxidermy recently and I was looking at the comments of people saying “humans are so selfish” “this is disgusting” “this is psychopathic” and it hit me as I was reading the comments that I didn’t care about them…I didn’t care about the hate, which was HUGE for me…

I think I should finally bite the bullet and upload my first video
(I’d also love some suggestions on alterhuman art content for any type of alterhuman, not just otherkin)

I really want to try this, but I don’t want to accidentally post something that could ruin my life…not to mention that I keep seeing people talk about how ‘if you post it, than we have a right to say whatever we want about it’…

My main kins are;

Barnaby from Billie bust up (mostly for aesthetic and personality)

Alastor from hazbin hotel (personality, and diet)

Fred from Courage the cowardly dog (speech pattern and love for hairless Guinea pigs and Sphynx cats)

Possibly Kinger from TADC (my empathetic nature and love for bugs)

Possibly Mishap from dumb ways to die (my love of reptiles)

Possibly Dracula from Sharkula (this is a new one so I’m not really sure how this will manifest)

And possibly Yarnaby from poppy playtime (mostly in looks and enthusiasm)

I’d love some suggestions for content if y’all would like to see something like this
(I’ve also been practicing singing so I’m tempted to write and sing a few fictionkin songs)

I really want to take kintypes that don’t often have gear and make good realistic gear based off of them, for example I’ve been wanting to make griffin gloves and socks (I’m not a griffin, I just wanted to do it because I haven’t found much gear for a griffin)
can be really any species, not just my own kintypes

I am a fresh adult and I’ve been having this problem with my heart where every now and again I get super weird…almost faux dizzy spells, because I feel dizzy but there’s nothing actually wrong with my coordination…I’m sleeping for upwards of 14 hours a day and even then I’m always exhausted…I also sometimes hallucinate when I have these sudden spells as well as I get this strange specific feeling where I feel like I should have more eyes than I have…idk how to explain it but it freaks me out and makes me panic every time

Everyone I ask just tells me that I’m too young for there to be anything wrong…and maybe they’re right, maybe there isn’t anything wrong…but I can’t function day to day and I haven’t been able to for some time…

I’m not really sure what to do

Ive had a few sudden moments recently where I randomly felt myself begin to panic a bit because I felt like I couldn’t see enough…it felt a bit like losing eyesight in one eye, only I still had perfectly fine vision, it just hit me like “oh god I’m going blind! I can only see-wait both of my eyes still work…”

This tends to happen either when I drink caffeine (I’m incredibly sensitive to caffeine so I really only get caffeine on accident if I’m drinking something that is caffeinated and I don’t know, and it doesn’t take hardly any), or when I’m in a car for some reason…ESPECIALLY in a car

I also really think the kintype from this, is a less well known mythical/folklore creature…so I don’t think it’s an angel, a god, or a dragonfly…

If anyone can help, I’d GREATLY appreciate it

I don’t know why but it suddenly clicked in my head super randomly that I might be Dracula in Sharkula…I’m actually trying to kinda “remake the movie” but in a comic so I have something to kinda tie my kin to other than the sharkula film

Im curious if anyone else can give me tips on kinning super unknown characters, especially when it comes to art, because art is how I usually cope (not in a bad way) with being fictionkin

Im going to add a few pieces of art for Sharkula eventually…and I really want to see if anyone else has super low budget movie kins