I am wanting to get better with my psychic gifts(I think I have Telepathy, Clairecognizant, Clairaudience, Precog) and want to look for sources to get better. Also anyone done the Course by Alexis Donkin or other teachers of Psychic gifts? Any course which are worth doing?
I was thinking clubbing this weekend (probably Sysiphus). Question is does Sysi has air conditioning or will I die in heat? And how is it generally with air conditioning in Berlin Clubs. I often found it really terrible hot in Berlin Clubs during summer. Especially for example in Renate. Are most clubs with air con?
There so many threads about important books which teach or include magick concepts and do them right. But besides Grant Morrison and Alan Moore. Which artists are Occultist who include their beliefs in comic books? What are important comics to read to teach some magic on the side?
As someone who believes in the possibility of us being in a simulation but also in magic I thought of the question why does both exist. I had enough magical experiences for being sure there is something higher than we know. But if this is true the question is why. Is it because in base reality magic is real and they just transferred the concept here? Is it because the creators wanted to give themselves cheat codes how to bend reality when they here and some of us can access it? The creators being into fantasy or it is part of the story for some videogame where we are the background characters but we somehow could also access it? Glitches in the matrix we see as magic? Is reality just god experiencing reality as a human and warping subconsciously and manifesting is just us taking control. Or it is a gnostic prison (or samsara...) and the archons fucked up some of us waking up it being not the real world(Pleroma). And people waking up from NPCs to players(going from Hylic to Psychic) get some powers.
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Lets say in the future man and machine become more and more one. Be it just implants or a sick person implanting their mind in a robot. Question is where does magic and some psychic powers come from is it a part of our body(pineal gland). If yes could we build this and put a artificial version in our body? Is it our soul itself? And if so would we transfer it together with consciousness? Or is it consciousness alone which creates reality and so is responsible for magic. If so could a complete artificial being be able to do magic. I saw videos of people experimenting with LLMs as thought forms to do magic. If everyone has a robot body would we still be able to do magic?
Let's say you find a magic lamp and got one wish and are allowed to use it only to change one thing for the human body(no more pooping or just once a year, 2 more arms, no more aging, you can change whatever you want but only one thing). What would you change?
Sometimes when I read news or see how stupid some of us are I ask myself did this simulation was made as stupid on purpose, is it because bad programming, because we are in the 1000th iteration of the original which changes always a little bit, or was the real world we are based on as stupid as ours.
What do you think is possible with telepathy? Just sending pictures and words? Or even sensual data, like touch, smells, flavor. And do you think you could connect different people so everyone feels, smells, tastes the same. I think so far I am only able to send words and pictures(besides creating mental constructs I could feel and talk to and sometimes let take into my body, but here It is debatable if this where not more egregore/godforms/tulpas). I think I was also able to bring people to do some things(was singing song in my head and when someone walked past they started singing same song exactly when they walked past me)
Would love to be able to do the rest. And also learn how to connect people. I imagine for example being in a restaurant and let everyone taste what everyone eats at the same time. I think you could have so much more fun with it than just talking to people in their head. Has anyone ever been able to do it? And what other fun things you where able you could think of to use if for besides the typical things people think of when they talk about telepathy.
I doubt that this all is real(think only still like 80% that anything here is real and if it is real then I am more confused about reality than if it would be a simulation, or what the reason for everything around us is). I get more proof for it every day(which going into detail is to much, maybe something for a different thread). But the question is what does everyone think is the basis for this simulation?
Magical: be it gnostic prison, the mind of god, a magical construct created for some people to play out their fantasies, hell/purgatory...
Technological: be it matrix, a video game like roy in Rick and Morty, or a ancestor simulation
Psychological: we all are in someones dream, telepathic created reality, or someones psychedelic trip
I still think I am conscious and real. Maybe I am god getting conscious in my own creation playing with what I created(or a developer trapped in its own simulation). I feel that I can control the simulation more and more and that the simulation tryes to fight it more and more as well. But curious what everyones theories about reality are.
Do you think everything and everyone in this simulation is conscious? Let's say most humans are conscious, I think some might be NPCs. Maybe even all of us start as NPCs and just some become conscious. But the question is what with animals. Are they philosophical zombies. In the sense they just give out an output but nothing inside is real? I am sometimes thinking about becoming vegan/vegetarian. But I doubt reality more and more. I still think we should minimize animal consumption anyway(especially as if we get no proof about what real why do the risk of harming a conscious animal but anyone else sometimes thinks only humans are real(not that I want to speak bad about your dogs, cats and other pets and want to say it is less real... Got currently no animal but I love a dog not less just because it is not conscious).
What if everyone lives in their own simulation, and just interacts with everyone in their simulations through some kind of connection (like telepathy). Maybe all of us are in the end energies or gods interacting without knowing not everyone lives the same life.
This could be seen on different level like this
My red is not your red. I see red you see blue. Our minds are connected so we know what each other mean. Sometimes there are errors in the matrix (like the gold blue dress). Sour is sweet for some of us.
My room is not your room. Not just our senses are different, but besides spatial boundaries. What we see is not the same at all. If I go through a club you are going to something completely different in your dimension which is the equivalent.
Timewimey. I live in the present you live in the past. The things we use and see are just the equivalent of it.
Money is not real. Everything is a concept. How we see it is different for everyone. Maybe I see money. But money is maybe just magic energy how we create in my universe. I live with scarcity because my energy is not high enough. If I have more mana I can create more. Same goes for different things. Like internet, maybe Internet is a magic way to connect to the ether, and I get information through it through a concept I can imagine, maybe for others it works different that they can just tap into the information stream without a device.
We all are energy. Everyone is their own god. The more you realize it you can change your own reality/simulation. If I stop believing enough in scarcity, maybe I not just become rich money will not exist anymore(star trek, post scarcity civilization)
I realized I have telepathy last year. In the beginning I thought I was Schizophrenic(which I accept I still might be on top of it, but I know that in some cases it was telepathy). But got more and more prove. With someone basically confirming it to me a month ago. The signs where always there since I was a kid, I think of songs and someone around me sings it, or a DJ plays it as the next song. I want to write a person and the person writes me same time. And at least ten times people said they where just thinking about me when I wrote them.
Question now is how can I pause telepathy. It gives me constant anxiety as I think I broadcast all the time, even if I got better with it. Talking to someone attractive makes me afraid that I think about them in my head while talking to them and they realize. Or just the fear of thinking something stupid or bad gives me anxiety that it's sometimes like a pink elephant. I not want to think something weird, even if its just something small that I have to go to the toilet and not wanting to broadcast it to everyone. I also sometimes feel like someone does not like me, and I am afraid that I get the thought back and then they think I also not like them, even if I not even care about them or sometimes even like them. And then have a thought loop about this as well.
Then I think I pick up thoughts about me, hear the thought and think I broadcast this thought to everyone around me, them thinking it is my own thought. I know if it is my own thought or not as I can hear the difference between my internal voice and the voices of others.
I also know that there are people who try to negatively influence me, in real life but also in dreams(which also got indirectly confirmed through several sources). I think they gave up mostly.
Question now is how do people stop broadcasting especially if they are in social situations(clubs, public transport...)? As it would help me be a lot more social if I can control my psychic gift(which is one of many I have, but the only one which currently negatively influences me).