Extremely Nervous When Meeting Actors
it felt so stressful that i eventually felt emotionally burned out and decided to only meet actors while drunk. was drunk last 2 conventions and it worked out so much better. however, had chance to get free autograph at a convenient time and place but was pretty sure they wouldn't let me in drunk so i had no choice but to be sober. it was a two hour wait on the line but really enjoyed the conversation with the other people waiting. was let into the store so i heard the actor talk to the people in front of me, seemed like a pleasant conversation. when it was my turn, was heavily guarded my emotions. gave short, annoyed, disinterested responses to his questions like i didn't want to be there or something. as soon as he was done signing, grabbed the poster and walked out even though he said something about the ink having to dry