Feeling discouraged after an urgent care interview
I’m currently an assistant with 4 years of experience at a small privately owned GP. I am OTJ trained and developed basic skills such as blood draws, iv catheter placement, rads, anesthesia monitoring/surgical assistance, running in house diagnostics, and reception. I am currently looking for a new job because I’m getting bored of GP work, want to develop more skills, the culture of my clinic is not the best, utilization of assistants is poor, and I don’t work with any licensed technicians.
I applied to an ER position and ultimately didn’t get the job because I lack ECC experience. I decided to apply to an urgent care/IM clinic as a bridge between GP and ECC. I had a video call today with the hospital and I think it went bad.
I was very nervous and struggled to communicate my experience without rambling. They asked about skill set and dug into specifics like triage protocol, treatment sheets, and medical math which I don’t have much experience with and it highlighted how capped out I am in my current role as the doctors I work for do these things. One of the doctors I work with likes technician work and I am mainly a glorified animal holder when I work with her. My current clinic also lacks structured training protocols and investment into staff development. I’ve had to ask to learn to place IVs, blood draws, in house diagnostics, etc. and wouldn’t have learned it if I didn’t ask or make an effort to learn. My “training” and skill set feels half-assed compared to what these higher volume hospitals expect.
I am so eager to learn/improve on skills and desperately want to break into urgent care or ER. I enjoy sick cases far more than routine wellness exams, but I feel like I'm practically back at entry level when it comes to standard ER workflows. I don't want to badmouth my current practice in interviews, but the structure and standards there are just so much lower than the places I'm applying to.
I would love some advice on how to professionally frame these skill gaps in interviews without sounding negative and whether applying directly to dedicated UC/ER hospitals is realistic or if I should target larger GPs with strong UC components first to bridge the gap?