u/waterfallens

None of the Amazon ones come before Thursday 😔 am willing to go almost anywhere at this point lol

Pretty much what the title suggests. I (21F) am meeting my boyfriend's (22M) family tomorrow, first time I've ever met them, all at once because there's a big family event. We've been "together" since March but only officially dating for 2 months and I'm avoidant as hell so all of this is scary enough in the first place, but I'm really freaking out about meeting FIFTY PEOPLE IN ONE GO tomorrow like am I insane or is this absurd???? Bearing in mind he came over recently and was absolutely shitting it about meeting 2 people (during which I feel like I was supportive? idk I hope I was) and I just feel a little weird idk. I genuinely don't know how to describe my feelings on it and I don't know if I only feel this bad because I'm autistic and don't like meeting new people or if it's because I'm on new meds which are screwing with my moods anyway, but I genuinely don't want to go but I feel too bad to cancel. Apparently the whole family are "super excited to meet me" which just makes me wanna cry even more.

If anyone's been in a similar situation before, do you have any advice/anecdotes on how it went for you?