u/weezer_fan96

okay this is kind of a big deal to me because i am a student and ive been tutoring for months. i get paid like $11 an hour and ive been looking for something new. i applied to a ton of jobs and got both interviews with starbucks! it seemed really great and the pay was much better than what i would be getting at my last job. i thought starbucks ghosted me because i didn’t hear from them for like 2 weeks 😭 and in that time found another job as a receptionist at a gym. i have been to training once for that job and literally the next day starbucks called me and offered me a job much closer to me and more money. im not fully sure what to do but i have two friends who want to work at the gym anyway.

would it be evil for me to leave the gym and give the gym lady my friends numbers and take the job at starbucks even tho i went to the other job once…..

i feel like it’s kind of stupid to feel this way about this movie but it really stuck with me

this movie was insanely hard for me to watch! i couldn’t finish it i just felt like i related to the main character so much about how he found the room, he tried to tell people and they didn’t believe him, and when he showed them it was just bad and it ended badly

the memories with the mom also didn’t help especially the one about not going outside. i was terrified to go outside for years and like the window coverings, ther were so many things in this movie where it was like extremely specific to things ive gone through and like feelings ive felt it made me feel really really weird and uncomfortable

also the main guy making the maps and trying to make sense of it all

i literally couldn’t finish it because i was crying so much 😭 idk i feel so dumb about this but i needed to say this somewhere
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