To all specialist, I have a very very confusing situation or feeling that I can't name
So I really don't know where to start or if this feeling is even interesting for you guys to read, but I really need an answer. It's confusing the hell outta me.
I think I have a very weird thing goin on, like I tend to be more attracted to mean people, not entirely mean but fierce? like intimidating? Strict vibes? whateva that's called. I don't know if its normal, but i think it's not. I tend to be attracted to someone that everybody would hate because of their personality or attitude, I would also like to add that it's always older women. More on english tc, kind of universal, no? I usually just let it be, but as day goes by I got curious, especially when watching a movie. For example, hightower from "the mentalist", she's like wow like wow, direct, strict vibes and whatnot, I should hate her for not sparing grace and rigsby? Gosh I don't really know what is it that i'm feeling. I have a teacher who was hated by my friends and classmates because she's well kinda mean? and strict, I think Im attached to that teacher (not romanticaly ofc) I just dont know, I get happy when she notices me, agh sorry for wasting your time.