i was good, I was really good
yes I failed.
yes I gave my best.
yes I will not be able to overcome this loss.
yes I cannot give excuses now.
after that day I lost my faith in goodness
i saw cheaters succeeding,
i saw the one giving their best failing.
after that day , I lost my faith in temple
they say you move stars and rewrite destinies for the ones you love
I might not be the one you love
yet I stood before you with tears in my eyes and a flame in my prayers and still, you could not make it mine
perhaps that's the difference between God and human
you can change fate
I can only beg it to change.
I'll comeback stronger
if it will be written in my destiny i will reach to it no matter what consequences to suffer.
but an ache will always be there in my heart, I couldn't let my parents be happy.
atp
"a dead son is better than a failing one."
I'll stand up again for that olive green
i mustn't look back.
i was never meant to be average.
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