Basically, what the title says, I can’t stand these awful, vivid dreams I keep having. I honestly preferred it when I had no dreams. They play with my emotions when I wake up, and oftentimes when I wake up in the middle of the night from one, once I go back to sleep, it CONTINUES the same dream. I hate it so much. It’s honestly the worst part about quitting weed for me. I hate dreaming.
For some background I met her a couple of weeks ago when someone posted online about meeting to do friendship bracelets. I saw it late and ended up coming near the end of it. I met her there and she was really energetic and nice. She told me that on the same app that got us to meet she met a guy on there that posted about her and they were going to meet up that day at the same place I was going to but was unsure if she even liked him. at the end of the night i ended up texting her if it ended up being a date and how it went bc she was unsure earlier and she told me she didn’t know but she had fun (I asked bc it was something she was talking about at bracelet making).
Fast forward i invited her out as friends to another event and we had a lot of fun! She kinda complimented me but she was kinda weird about it. but she was also talking about all the guys that she was into and who were into her during this event (there’s a lot…) During the event i told her i never went to the bar and she immediately invited me out.
This weekend at the bar we ran into the main guy she likes.. but her best friend hates him and went bat shit on him the entire night. her best friend absolutely hates the guy she likes the most to the point it’s inappropriate to act like that in public.
Then yesterday came… the girl i like comes to me to rant about her friend’s behavior and how she feels bad for this guy.
The whole time i’ve just been having feelings for her and been wanting to ask her out but i don’t even know if she could like me like that or if it’s even worth to shoot my shot. I don’t think it’ll ruin the friendship but it may hurt my ego. my friends say take the shot but I’m nervous, unsure and don’t know the right timing. should i just leave it or should i try? i haven’t liked someone like this in over a year and it’s driving me crazy