u/woonalee

I don’t even wanna be conscious or have any memories. Just the thought of it is enough to make me depressed.

I’ve been struggling with depression and social anxiety, mainly due to low self-esteem, for many years. I have no real friends besides my family. Making friends is extremely difficult because I’m so self-conscious in social situations, and I never really feel comfortable around other people.

I’m turning 21 soon, and I still haven’t graduated from college. I’ve been taking a gap term for the past six months. I’ve also been on medication and in therapy for about a year, but neither has really helped. I still feel incredibly lonely, and it seems like my mental health only gets worse every year.

I don’t know whether I should continue studying because I just don’t see the point of moving forward with my life anymore. Sometimes I feel like ending my life would be easier than dealing with all of this.

Sorry, this is my first time posting here. I just feel so hopeless and helpless, and I honestly don’t know what to do.

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