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Idk how to really put this into a forum. Ive maybe posted on reddit like 2 times before. But i need advice.

Im 26. Ive been like this for at least 6 years. I have no appetite at all most of the time but im so skinny, my body skips hunger pains and goes straight to nausea. I eat food I like. But too much makes me sick. If I eat meat chunks. It makes me sick....

Im also currently realizing im depressed and im also a chronic alcoholic. I am seeking psychiatric help after my primary doctor sees me on thursday. Im also poor so im limited

Ive been an alcoholic since 15 min. Ive had depression and anxiety for forever. Ive always coped decently but its too much lately. My depression and alcoholism is becoming unbearable. Im drawing the drinking back little by little. But the depression and anorexia is getting so much worse. Im dead locked. I need advice. How do I eat more.

I have snacks. Its just so hard to open them sometimes.

Its hard to sit and think and eat.

Its hard to not think. Not sit and eat

What do I do

Im sorry how scrambled this is. Im genuinely lost in life. If i need to provide context. Just ask. Idk what to say or do anymore

I have been working for a small company for almost 3 years. In the beginning , it wasn't a total llc. After 6 months I was able to help my boss create a shop. Website. Llc. Everything.

Shortly after this , he started to S A me. The first 2 times were very unpleasant but I shut it down after he started to touch stuff he shouldnt (IM MARRIED AND HE KNOWS) Second time he did this, I shut it down even quicker Third time he groped me bad and I broke down to my husband. This is my boss for christ sake! I set a firm line after this. I made sure my boss knows he has a BEAUTIFUL wife BEAUTIFUL home and BEAUTIFUL children. He should never do this to me and just go home. After that. He stopped. Thank god

Fast forward 3-5 months. Im not sure when my boss started THIS Wife comes up to me today to explain ill be getting more hours because she caught the 1 other employee and her husband hiding the cameras. Infer the rest. I felt the NEED to tell her about her husband(my boss) preying on me.

Oh very important side note. She just started learning English and I just started learning Spanish. So we talk in Google translate. But I KNOW she needs to know....I need advice. I dont wanna lose my job. But if that happens....so be it. She's never been with anyone else and I believe hes a serial predator. I know me and my coworker arent the only ones hes preyed on