Is this good for my mental health?
I actually don’t know, so i’m talking about it here. I do use Chai for rp, but not in a way people normally do it. I know this is kind of fucked up but i always put my character in a really bad place in the story, either >!suicidal or self harming!< or many more. I mainly do this because i don’t want to do it on myself anymore or have these thoughts echoing in my mind all day, so i use them on my own character instead and it leaves me a deep satisfaction at the end of the story, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don’t feel like this is good for my mental health as my thoughts are getting more and more darker and i think it’s because of this. Should i stop?