u/xtraspicyturnipcake

currently inpatient. idk for how long. i guess im doing kinda ok.

i was wondering if anyone would be willing to meet up and hang out sometime. likely not that soon since i dont have many privileges yet. just sometime in the summer i guess.

a couple days ago i was really social and chatty but since being transferred im finding the new area a bit drab. plus the other patients i was with before aren't here with me. it's a bit gloomy here now.

im only allowed a couple hours per day outside with family atm but i think visitors are allowed and maybe i can leave with non-family for longer durations later. or even just chatting with people on discord. i haven't made many friends at UBC and most of them i ghosted when things got bad. i get really anxious around people sometimes and might either talk a lot way too fast or mainly just listen. ive recently learned to heat water in the microwave and make mediocre iced lattes.

im a 5th year since i transferred from a different program late so preferably older/grad students etc b it honestly doesn't matter much

probably will take a while respond since i'm really anxious and i only get to use my phone for part of the day

edit: thanks for the kind replies! i'll thoroughly go through all of them and the chat requests when i'm ready. theres a lot more than i expected haha

in the meantime, since a couple of people have mentioned art, i'd like to share some of the drawings i've made so far (please note a couple might be triggering or contain some gore- i made them during some lows).
they aren't very good photos since you aren't allowed to take photos here and i rushed taking them during the 2 hours i was allowed to leave with my family today.

i just drank so i'll probably wake up again to confusison pain and bandagess and ill orobably reget jt but its alrwady beesn decidedz.! im weaka. i probably shouldnt ebe doing this drunk si often

are there any indoor spots that are rarely visited? even just hallways/corners etc that are basically always empty.

like good study spots or places to nap for people who want to be alone for maybe a couple hours.