u/yatrickedyaa

Hello everyone, this is really a hard topic for me but i feel like this is the only place i can let it all out. I am a fresh graduate and a month ago i was so eager to get a job, earn money, etc. and today was actually my first day and i didnt expect it but i feel so overwhelmed and im so scared of the changes. first day of work was supposed to be fun, i had fun but when i got home i just had a breakdown.

I feel so weak when facing these changes, it feels as if i'm not a kid anymore and this is such a huge step. can you imagine how fast everything was that just in a few weeks after my college life ended im already stepping into the world of adulthood? I don't know, i feel funny even writing about this but fear of the uncertainty and the fear of not being in my comfort zone really scares me. I'm not ready for a job but then i thought to myself, waiting for the right time is waiting for a lifetime. i feel like it is better to get used to these changes now rather than later in life.

Have you guys ever felt scared of the big changes? i feel so weak crying about this.

Hello po, I have been applying since April kahit hindi pa po ako graduate. This month palang po yung graduation ko pero sa mga inapplyan ko na companies sobrang baba ng sweldo plus lahat sila required may experience agad for fresh grad. I do have an internship experience pero 4 months lang.

Grabe nakakahumble yung ganito, plan ko sana magwork na even before graduating pero parang nakakapanghina siya ng loob. Naalala ko tuloy yung kwento ng kaibigan ko, yung older brother niya na almost a decade na walang trabaho kasi sobrang nanghina loob niya sa lahat ng rejections, before I used to not understand bakit sa rejection nawawalan kana ng gana pero ngayon naiintindihan ko na.

Alam ko naman na yung job market ngayon ay hindi maganda, I'm just venting out kasi it feels din na parang ako lang napagiiwanan.

Hopefully may job dust para saating lahat.