I love my partner so much, but I have so many doubts.
I (27F) have been in a 2.5 year relationship with my partner (29M) and to be honest we had pretty much a cinematic relationship. known (not friends) each other from high school, and after six years of not seeing each other, we bumped into each other in a concert in the city where I was living in and he was visiting. everything happened so fast and we were into each other so deeply that we started dating after less than two months and he moved to the city where I’m living in a year.
After doing long distance for almost a year, it was a bit challenging to adapt and get used to this version of our relationship in the same city, but with clear communication we tried our best to get on the same page. but in the meanwhile we started seeing our differences, our different lifestyles, and most importantly what we expect and what we want from a relationship.
With all the ups and downs we are still in a very much passionate and loving relationship when we’re together we have an amazing time. Our physical attraction is still at its highest but from time to time of course we do have heated fights.
For a while I’ve been having these questions in my mind like; will he ever be able to love me the way I want to be loved, because deep inside I know that he won’t, but at the same time I’m fighting so hard to accept the love he gives me, because I also love him so much and I do also consider myself a bit of a hopeless romantic. It’s coming and going; my desire to make this relationship work but at the same time there have been so many times where I said to myself that it won’t last and this is not what I want. I cry so much over this and every time I see some type of love on the street people holding hands or some movie or some song I feel heartbroken, but then it goes away so quickly that I’m so confused.
Open to your comments and advice…