I was born in 2010 I live in Jordan and I heard about this scholarship but I don't understand it , like is really everything is free you only have to pay for the plane ticket and some extra money to feed you ? And how much tawjihi precenge do I need what are the requirements and how do I sign
I am a 16 years old I live in a middle eastren country , my relationship with my my father before 15 was perfect, he was my idol he raised me righ sacrificed for me loved me rewarded me for good things and punish me ( not with violence) for bad things and he was proud of me supported me in what I love sacrificed his free time to spend it with me and my sister, but after I hit 15 everything changed especially a few months ago he changed, changed a lot he now instead of praising me he curse me he calls me stupid a dumbass brainless, piece of shit , a narcissist, lame , stingy, selfish , rude and he tries to harm me with his big long painful stick but most of the time I escape the house before he is able to hit me , even one day I felt like he was going to mu rder me he was so angry he's face was res he's veins appeared in his neck and bald head he was screaming with a terrifying voice I never heard it from him before, he wanted to catch me with his hands to choke me but my mother pushed him for me to escape and close the door if my room then he throw her and followed me but I closed the door. After this we didn't speak for almost a month from that day especially I no longer saw him as my father , If we spoke it would be about him screaming at me and cursing me for the dumbest reasons, he even started screaming at me for eating so much food so I used my money ( I didn't took it from him I had a job and I got the money from it) to buy some food like oats and milk and peanut butter and other things and even with that he still screamed at me for it and called me a lame slang in Arabic Wich mean I eat like a monster . One day I lost the storege room key that day he called me a dumbass and a ret arted exactly 7 times when even after I found it he kept cursing me harder while screaming then I snapped and from anger I pretended to throw a key at him ( I didn't throw it) he grabbed his stick and followed me all the way to the street but when he saw people he went back home ( his stick isn't a regular parenting it's a long wooden think he hitsein your thighs and it leave a red mark for dayes it burns when it hurts) after a couple of days when we was in the car in the way going to my Grandpa house he we had an argue that he prefers I go out of the house and never go back again and I shouldn't be getting any money from my mother ( it's about 10$ a month) and I should start paying for the food I eat.
I don't understand what happened to him I am not stupid I even got a 98.2% out of 100% in school and I got second place in the hole 10th grade between 50 students I did everything I went to job I studied harder I did everything for him to love me again and he just kept getting worst and worst.
Why he don't love me?