My girlfriend told me that i wasnt her type physically, but still loves me
I’m 19M and she’s 17F, we’ve been talking for about a month or two, every day and for hours, we’re in a LDR and we’ve shown each other our faces and agreed that we’re both not each others type physically, but yet even after that we continued flirting and talking normally, she also invites me to play games with her hg or with her, and the three of us call and play for hours, she also texts me instantly whenever she wakes up, reassures me whenever I’m overthinking with screenshots and screen recordings of all her chats and her explaining what they’re talking about, constantly told me that she can share her screen and show all her apps and convos, and also shared her location with me without me asking. She’s also the type to never go out so whenever I want to call or do something with her she’s always up for it, and she replies instantly to almost all my texts. Other than reassuring me she also talks to me about my problems like using drinking to cope and wanting to smoke and telling me not to do it as it’ll be bad for me, also about my insecurities and life trauma she tries to understand me too so I appreciate her a lot.
So recently about a week ago ( and about a few weeks after we showed each other our faces ) she asked me out and asked if we could date. I was shocked because I didn’t think she liked me romantically because we’ve already stated we weren’t each others type physically. I asked why she liked me and she said that she liked me because I was funny, kind and nice to her and hardworking, I asked her if looks were an issue because I’m insecure about it, and she said that it wasn’t a issue and that she didn’t really care, and I told her that even if it wasn’t a issue I still want to work on my looks for myself anyway so in the long run I’ll look a lot better than what I look like right now.
TL:DR | i feel that she’s lying and looks actually matter to her a lot, because she does repost stuff on her socials about looks related stuff sometimes like “ height doesnt matter if you have a good face card “ ( very rarely ). Any help would be greatly appreciated. I just feel like most of this is fear from my previous relationships as all of them have treated me like shit.