Is it normal to get sad and cry from your own novel?
As someone who has always wished to be a father, when I wrote a part of my story where the main character and his wife(1st chapter BTW) had their kid, thinking they were uninfected by the hankov virus(a hybrid between hanta and covid viruses) the virus is intelligent, so it detects near death, then forces the host into sneezing violently until they die of short breath. The virus treats infancy just as it treats near death. The second the main character's baby was born, he started sneezing, even before screaming. And because of the sharp sneezing pressure, the infant's eyes came out of their socket then back in. He started twisting his body around like a sheep that has just been slaughtered, but never stopped sneezing. And before long, the child died. This thing got my eyes running, man. The kid being infected means one of the parents had the virus. And it also means it's a certain death for the infant. I'm currently single and i never had a child, but if I do. Man I am gonna make them walk around with 5 packets of alcohol and masks and everything, man.