u/zipperhead322

i started texting with this girl around 3 months ago, two weeks ago we first met irl on a party since she lives 2 hours away. we planned to meet on that party and she asked me if we could kiss and we ended up making out for quite some time. the next day she started sending me nudes and it all moved really fast. we texted all the time, sent vlogs she sent me freaky rells and all.. a week later i took s train to see her. that was 3 days ago we hang out for around 4 hours and when she drove me back to train station she asked me for a kiss and we made out. when she glt home she snapped me and we texted as usual we both agreed that the makeout ended too soon and that we gotta re do it. now for last two days i have been on delivered for hours even when shes online, no more tiktoks or rells, nothing… she did like and add the tiktok i posted yesterday to favs… but no texts back am i being ghosted

3 years ago i was in a bad place mentally and was partying a lot. One night i was again verry verry drunk and some guy who was sober came to me and started touching me and i dint even notice because of how drunk i was. he ended up calling me an uber and came with me i invited him to my apartment and we had sex. i dont really remember much but i dont think i ever said no. but next day i knew i didnt wanted that to happen i was in pain and didnt want to shower i felt disgust touching my body when i showered i cried. i cried for a whole week it was horrible. i still dont know was that rape or not? he saw how drunk i was and he was sober yet i dont think i said no.