am cumparat odata un pachet de 16 tampoane super absorbante de la ei. le-am terminat, si sincer mi s-aparut doar un tampon obisnuit ca cele de la lidl sau kaufland din bumbac.
intr-adevar plasticul in care vin ambalate e mai de calitate si ambalajul propriu zis la fel. in rest, n am ce sa zic
ma tenteaza sa mai incerc si alte produse, acum ca e reducerea aceea de 50% pt studente si eleve. voi ce parere aveti de Enroush?
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i'm 22 and still live w my peeps because i was born in a big city that i'm currently doing a master's degree in. i couldnt be bothered to get a full time job and move in a rental, because my parents promised to help me with mortgage for a flat in a few years, so i'm waiting for that
i can't wait to finally move in, and i'm definotely gonna save my cash for the mortgage, i won't pay some random's dude rent instead. but living w my dad is very hard, he is a person filled with anger that thrives on hate and misery. everyone i know hates him. today i just came home, went into the kitchen and he already started arguing w me about "i hope your not fucking up your future" and other schizo bs he regurgitates, that escalated in him throwing a tantrum even tho i'm calm, like usual
his dad beat him and was an awful guy all around, and it seems that misery wants company. he gets mad everytime i'm calm when he feels angry. he lies about the things he said, pretending not to have said them. he doesn't leave u alone until he feels like it, and he says some very mean words
i sometimes pop too and give him an attitude or even yell back at it, and those moments really ravage me. i've grown blunt to him stupid bs so i'mnot even getting emotionally involved most of the time, but i still live in fear of coming out of my room when he's athome in fear that he will notice me and start yelling again. i feel like i need to lay low in my own home
idk when the flat situation will be over, bc they keep telling me "this year" but then "in a few years" and idk, sometimes i just wanna fly away but i know i couldnt handle a full time job rn at the same time as my studies.
how do i cope with this? how can i hold it together until it's finally time to move?
i'm 22 and still live w my peeps because i was born in a big city that i'm currently doing a master's degree in. i couldnt be bothered to get a full time job and move in a rental, because my parents promised to help me with mortgage for a flat in a few years, so i'm waiting for that
i can't wait to finally move in, and i'm definotely gonna save my cash for the mortgage, i won't pay some random's dude rent instead. but living w my dad is very hard, he is a person filled with anger that thrives on hate and misery. today i just came home, went into the kitchen and he already started arguing w me about "i hope your not fucking up your future" and other schizo bs he regurgitates, that escalated in him throwing a tantrum even tho i'm calm, like usual
his dad beat him and was an awful guy all around, and it seems that misery wants company. he gets mad everytime i'm calm when he feels angry. he lies about the things he said, pretending not to have said them. he doesn't leave u alone until he feels like it, and he says some very mean words
i sometimes pop too and give him an attitude or even yell back at it, and those moments really ravage me. i've grown blunt to him stupid bs so i'mnot even getting emotionally involved most of the time, but i still live in fear of coming out of my room when he's athome in fear that he will notice me and start yelling again. i feel like i need to lay low in my own home
idk when the flat situation will be over, bc they keep telling me "this year" but then "in a few years" and idk, sometimes i just wanna fly away but i know i couldnt handle a full time job rn at the same time as my studies.
how do i cope with this? how can i hold it together until it's finally time to move?
i'm prescribed 4 medications by my psychiatrist, one of them being lorazepam bc i still struggle quitting benzos. life doesnt feel possible without them
my mom started to finally get it after a chat with doc, but my dad portrays me as this messed up junkie, even tho i've only ever took my pills as prescribed...
today, in another stupid fight that he initiated bc he thrives on hate, he asked me if i'm paying attention to him or if the drugs have fried my brain. i can't say this hurt me bc i've gotten blunt to his remarks, but it hella annoys me. i csn't heal in peace
i already feel like a coward bc i cant face reality without medication and have a hard time accepting the fact that i need them. my dad keeps mentioning drug related things or doing drugs in his hate fueled speeches that he calls conversations, like trying to get any kind of reaction out of me, bc he thinks taking pills as prescribed is like shooting up or something
i KNOW that it's a long prescription, and i tried to cut off some of the pills many times, but life keeps punching me back to them and it just doesnt seem doable. i feel like if i didnt have them, i would totally become an alcoholic or something, so quite literally they are saving my life.
i'm 22 but still live with my peeps bc i've been blessed (or cursed?) to be born in a big city where i'm currently studying. i'm planning to go to rehab for the benzos in a few years, i don't have the money required rn and my parents would totally disown me if they found out i'm going to rehab
mi-e pofta de asa ceva, stiu ca era o cafenea pe langa botanic care servea, dar acum nu vad sa mai aiba in meniu