r/4tran

I'm nearly 28 and I feel like my 20s were pretty much wasted with only a few important things here and there, but for the most part it has been nothing but misery. Maybe it's because society and the world right are pretty much fucked up and the future for my generation looks grim overall but it's also probably because I'm very mentally ill but I feel like being trans has made things a lot harder because being trans impacts your life in so many levels, in my case it hasn't been due to discrimination but I feel like my condition,anxiety and insecurities have made it so much harder for me to interact with people therefore making it harder to develop friendships and relationships or just grow as a person/achieving my goals. I feel pretty much worthless.

And this feeling is like a pit that eats me up from the inside, I don't think I can be fixed.