u/Melinoe_2157

Transphobia is at an all time high and these chud gooners will jerk off to us but not treat us with some basic decency and respect.

Also starting hormones right away after taking a decision and not having to wait till adulthood. This could save so many lives, I wish I wasn't a retard and had told my family at an early age instead of constantly questioning myself and waiting till I was almost 22 bruh

The lengths some of us go to are crazy. I've never had electrolysis but I've heard it hurts really badly, so the idea of doing it to yourself is even crazier.

Most people lack critical thinking so they will blindly believe it, after all we are le super mega evil hecking tr00ns who control the world while also being the most oppressed minority somehow.

It's hard to explain but it really is something I do subconsciously and not like I'm forcing myself to act that way but I've noticed that whenever I'm around men I have no trouble being myself and I become super fembrained, do a bunch of feminine gestures and it even affects the way I speak. But if I'm around other women I become super awkward and don't even know how to act, it's like I'm not completely confident in my femininity around other women and feel like I'm some kind of skinwalker.

I was hanging out with my bf today and now that I'm already at home I don't know why but I began thinking about the way I behave around him or have behaved around other men in the past, and it got me thinking that maybe I'm not really malebrained or act masculine in any way and it's more like the actual awkwardness around other women what makes me feel like I'm malebrained.

Is there a way to act more feminine around other women or am I cursed to be this way forever?

Gender dysphoria isn't something exclusive to our current times like chuds and transphobes wanna make us believe, it has always existed and there are plenty of records from ancient times. That said thinking about trans people of the past times led me to start thinking about how they managed dysphoria before the current hrt methods were available.

I've heard about trans women drinking mare piss to get estrogen but did trans men have an alternative to get T in their systems or at least boost it?.

I'm sure there were also other methods like using the clothes of your desired sex maybe letting your hair grow/cutting it short, make up...etc. Hell I even read a post today in the 4tran sub about a trans woman that went as far as getting a womb transplant and died due to an infection because of organ rejection and this was during the 1930s which is crazy, imagine everything that was lost when the naz1s destroyed the Hirschfeld institute, the things we could have now...

The fact that you can go on sites such as danbooru or rule34 and see a canonically trans woman character under the tags trap/otokonoko or boy drives me nuts, or the fact that they use 1other for characters such as Mizuki. And you don't even need it to be an already existing trans character, just some random oc with boobs, hips and everything and still be tagged as femboys. I know the tags are basically added by the users of these pages but with a lot of posts in danbooru you can see how the tags have been changed and the characters were originally tagged as 1girl and then some angry chud changed it for femboy/otokonoko or whatever.

LGB are just sexual orientations whereas the T is just a medical condition that should be treated properly and can only be fixed/alleviated by transitioning.

I guess there is some strength in being part of a bigger community like the LGB with whom we can share some of our struggles and with whom we've also experienced similar amounts discrimination. But at the same time even inside this wider LGB community trans people still face lots of discrimination and it feels like we would be better off without them. I'm not american but I often think about gays and lesbians who voted for Trump just because they hate us, somehow in their heads they hought they would be spared because they're the good ones when now even sex same marriage is at risk and honestly it's so fucking funny like yeah fuck you bitch, you get what you fucking deserved.

Like I've managed bottom dysphoria semi fine until now even better after orchi but for the past month I feel like I've started to lowkirkenuinely lose my mind more and more about not having a pussy and still having this useless "appendix" attached to my body.

And for some reason the universe has stepped up their game against me to make me r0pe, everyday there's a small psyop targeted towards me to make me feel bad be it with one way or another. Can't even properly enjoy some of the things I used to do, sex is such a hassle when you're limited to anal, all the preparation required, properly cleaning, not having an upset stomach...etc. Also enjoyed reading some erotic manga (call me agp or whatever) but they also make me feel super conscious about by bottom parts now and I end up crying everytime.

The current methods aren't perfect, read about some bad results and I've heard a lot about how bad the recovery process actually is, and it all makes me a bit hesitant but I can't wait for the day I finally manage to get SRS.

Being a traiknee isn't for the faint of heart a lot of the c1ssoids couldn't withstand an ounce of what we go through in our lives everyday, and they're so lucky for it which also makes me super bitter and jealous.

The context of this post is related to that one website where you can upload your picture and people will rate you and I think you can also specify if you're trans or cis. Why would you willingly upload your face to one of these mossad/CIA controlled websites which only real purpose is training AI for face recognisition (of trans people in this case) and potentially make yourself a target of genocide in the future?

Doing all of this just for an ounce of attention or ego boosting or whatever, are we deadass?

Imagine if this shit is all a simulation to test the limits of the human mind and to see how much an individual can withstand before breaking and ending it.

At least from a medical viewpoint. All I take is E and I'm just a sublingual pillhon because I'm broke and asking for help makes me feel bad, been on prog for 4 months already and sure I got an orchi just a few months ago. The hormones have been somewhat kind to me and my body but then I read all these posts about other girls having amazing developments and being on pio, domperidone, high E doses through injections and many other supplements and I feel like I'm stunting my development somehow, but I simply don't have the economical means to invest into such things, haven't had much luck either in finding a job, I guess I'm cooked.

I'm not saying to go ahead and do it but let's be honest most of us wouldn't pass under those circumstances. Meanwhile with a lof of cis women even with a fully shaved head and men's clothes you can still tell they're women.

It's the average theyfab "ally" for you.

Thread Number 324689423 on this subject but I needed to vent for a bit.

Most of the population get this by birth right, they go their whole lives without ever questioning their sex, they're contempt in their own bodies and never struggle with gender dysphoria or ever having to feel like a freak fhird thing in between.

We have to take hormones for years (pretty much our entire lives lmao) which not always give the best results, surgeries are pretty much a must in most cases and even then they're pretty much a luxury because they're really expensive and to top it off since we end up being marginalised for who we are it's hard to gather the money to actually afford said surgeries.

Then the current bottom surgery methods feel half assed and you can potentially experience a lot of complications or they might give you unsatisfying/bad results and this applies both to trans women and trans men, with phallo being even worse than vaginoplasty. All of this only to end up feeling you're never good enough and like a fake and cheap imitation because we lack some of the basic features of our desired sex.

We also have to deal with trans panic and all of these antitrans rethorics, potentially getting assaulted, raped or even killed for being trans or just being visibly trans. Even if you pass and are stealth your partner could snap at any minute if they discover it. All the social conditioning and fearmongering pretty much towards us ends up insolating us from the rest of the world and even family member and "friends" will end up abandoning you, Apparently they consider being trans worse than being a drug addict, a killer or a rapist.

And even after everything we go through they still have the guts to tell us that we do this for attention or that this just temporary and we will grow out of it, that we chose this life but for a lot of us it's either this or ending it, then they (friends and family) might even feel bad when you end it but never ever reflect on their shitty actions and behaviour and keep being terrible people.

Tbh I don't have much hope for the future when it comes to mass acceptance or people changing their way of thinking, bigotry will always stay big no matter what, maybe the spotlight on us will lessen but never disappear, maybe they will find another scapegoat eventually but the trans "steak" is too juicy to let go and even so called allies fall for transphobic propaganda.

What can I say, it's all very grim at least for now.

I've been transitioning for 5 years already and from my own personal experience I've noticed it consists of pretty much two periods/phases. You will notice periods in which you'll get changes and others in which you might think you're stuck and won't get any further development and will start dooming about things but surprise surprise the changes will begin again when you least suspect it.

Even after 5 years my hips seem to have gotten wider during this one and my breasts have also increased in size while also losing weight, mind you I'm already 28 and what they say about growth stopping past a certain age doesn't really seem to apply here, in fact I've seen cases of much older tranners that still got a lot of good changes.

I would also say this slow process applies to the face as well, maybe I'm delusional but my face feels slightly different and everyonce in a while I can notice some small changes here and there, I would also say I don't even look my age, I don't look any older than 20, I guess estrogrn truly is the fountain of eternal youth.

My point with this post is that we should give ourselves more time and not jump into a doomerist mindset that quickly, cause the body can still change a lot even after years have passed.

Like they're full of honfidence and seemingly happy with their lives and their transition despite everything.

I need srs before I end up kms. SRS is such a joke tbh, you're supposed to masturbate your gock just so there's enough tissue to have proper results, all of that while having bottom dysphoria yourself