r/Clavicular

S1 SEGMENTS1-26

S2 SEGMENTS1-26

S3 SEGMENTS1-24

EP1:IF IT SMELLS LIKE AN ED

S4 SEGMENTS1-24

EP2:TAKE THIS ED&SHOVE IT

VG1:MISEDVENTURES FOR CONSOLES&PC

VG2:MISEDVENTURES FOR GBADVANCE

VG3:JAWBREAKERS

VG4:SCAM OF THE CENTURY

VG5:GIANT JAWBREAKERS

SHORT:INCREDIBLE SHRINKING DAY

EP3:OUT WITH THE OLD IN WITH THE ED

S5 SEGMENT1

EP4:BOO HAW HAW

S5 SEGMENTS2-4

EP5:JINGLE JINGLE JANGLE

EP6:EDS ARE COMING,EDS ARE COMING

S5 SEGMENTS5-20

EP7:HANKY PANKY HULLABALOO

EP8:FISTFUL OF ED

S6 SEGMENTS1&2

MOVIE1:THE BIG PICTURE SHOW

I’ll keep this as short as possible.

I’m in my late 20s and over the past few years I used testosterone for muscle building. This wasn’t a spontaneous decision — I’ve been training consistently for 15 years and I’d say I already had a very good physique before steroids.

I’ve had an extremely high sex drive my entire life. Maybe that’s normal from age 13 to 23. When I started my first testosterone cycle, my sex drive stayed the same (in my perception). But after about a year, it felt like it suddenly changed overnight. My sex drive was gone. Completely. I have / had a girlfriend, and instead of wanting sex three times a day, I suddenly didn’t want any sex at all. Not at all. “It was like going to work. I can do it if I have to, but I don’t really feel like it.” WTF? I didn’t recognize myself.

I thought it must be estrogen or prolactin, so I started experimenting, but nothing helped. After about two years without any sex drive, I decided to stop using steroids (testosterone). I was severely depressed for the next 1.5 years and also became alcohol dependent. After about a year, I started masturbating multiple times a day again, but I still had no desire for sex with my partner.

I recently did blood work and found that (thankfully) everything is back in the normal range. Testosterone is in the middle of the normal range, estrogen at the upper end. I currently masturbate 2–3 times a day, but I still have no desire for sex with my partner, and this has been going on for about 2–3 years now.

I know this is my own fault and probably sounds stupid, but does anyone have experience with this and can help me? I don’t recognize myself anymore. I feel like I’m not even close to as “horny” as I was a few years ago. I’d say I’m maybe 10–20% as horny as I was as a teenager. I’m in my late 20s — is that normal, or did I actually cause long-term damage? According to my blood work, everything should theoretically be fine.

Thanks. Seriously.

Why did Clav get rid of all his old security guards? Is it because of the OD incident? Or maybe finances?

I noticed that he only has one guard with him whenever he's in public now. And it's not one of the old guards. When he went to that adult film industry party last week, I noticed that the Julio guard he used to have is now security for Deenthegreat.

This is just my opinion but I work in the healthcare field and specialize with autism, and I even perform the golden diagnostic standard to aid with diagnoses.

I can explain why the maternal instinct is going around regarding haters who have a soft spot for him. People dislike his masking. And they see him at heart as an autistic kid who is trying to navigate through life that’s surrounded by his special interest (looksmaxing).

I hate how society is beginning to normalize autism in people, with the idea of a high masking neurotypical appearing person. It just isn’t representative of the struggles of the neurodivergent community. I wish that his insecurities could shine through and be embraced because he’s openly talked about being on the spectrum, yet continues to mask. He is an amazing looking guy, he gets women, he has money, he appears to be having fun but it’s not enough for him. None of that will go away with his asd traits not being suppressed anymore. I truly believe that if he began to embrace his differences, then more people would start to like him. He would also have significantly less insecurities and anxiety (from all the masking) and I think he would receive less hate.

Right now people are battling with the knowledge that he is a real person, who has feelings, and is incredibly intelligent, but they stay stuck on all the negatives. Those negatives to me seem like his mask because it made him get SO popular.

I genuinely feel bad for him because he seems like an incredible person who’s gotten stuck. I worry about the drugs and partying due to the intense effects on the autistic brain from substances which is not talked about a lot. They are known to worsen cognitive deficits and sensory processing that everyone who is diagnosed with autism have in one way or another. And these drugs impact the brain so significantly that they get stuck in a cycle of being okay, and then the world feeling worse because of worsened autism traits from the comedown, and then feeling okay again, but even worse the next time… it can lead to depression and anxiety that is incredibly hard to cope with as a neurotypical person. Now imagine that coupled with a neurodivergent person, who already struggles with the intense psychological and mental exhaustion from masking all the time.

I can only hope that one day someone close to him sees past his looks and persona, and cares deeply enough to explain how detrimental these WILL be on his mental health in the long run.

I’m a black guy and I notice more white girls flirt with me than any other race.

No, our brains aren’t fucked genetically. It’s a matter of limiting beliefs and sometimes negative beliefs that lead us to the life we live. Yes for some of us we had negative feedbacks from others when we were younger, but we shouldn’t let that define who we are. (I say this but tommorow I’ll show up to class and work and not initiate a single conversation like the dumbass I am). As I type this I am realizing it might actually be over and there no road left but to die like this. HAHAHA actually I take back what I said, WE are all fucked.

I think it's embarrassing how emotional people can be so dumb by ending up saying judge or journalist mog Clav.

Are they retarded? Or did envy caused brain hypoxia?