![F/23/5'9" [250lbs > 175lbs > 190lbs = 60lbs] (36 months) My gym timeline from cutting to bulking up again :) its been a long road](https://preview.redd.it/zpgm3969cmah1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=971ba8cc0c71964113deb253ea8275e5d2e6fe6b)
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![F/23/5'9" [250lbs > 175lbs > 190lbs = 60lbs] (36 months) My gym timeline from cutting to bulking up again :) its been a long road](https://preview.redd.it/zpgm3969cmah1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=971ba8cc0c71964113deb253ea8275e5d2e6fe6b)
Managed to lift and carry two of my partners with only one arm. Happy Pride :)
6 months into transition
Roughly 6 quality months with good levels into my transition. Losing a decent amount of muscle but I would like to hang on to a little of it. I feel a little too masculine at this point and would like to drop a good 20 lbs. I will always love strength training and will continue to train my lower body. I haven't touched a weight in over 1 yrs for my upper body. Currently weighing in at 195. Started transitioning at right around 225lbs. A long way to go but slowly I'm becoming more and more comfortable in this shell of mine. I have a few procedures scheduled for Spring of 2027 and I'm beyond excited for that to arrive. Not seeking attention here but I would like just a general idea of how people perceived me. I feel awkward socially and it has been quite hard to find clothes that make me feel feminine. Any suggestions are welcome.
New source of dysphoria unlocked
I saw a post on Reddit about how women only wear belts as an accessory and men couldn’t figure out why. I know why, because they have fucking hips!! I wear a belt to hold my pants up and avoid leggings because I don’t have hips. How do I get hips?!?
Being a human 2x4 is dysphoric AF.