



My Jirai haul came in today and my mom happened to walk by when I was trying on the clothes. She said I’m some sort of anime freak and dress crazy, telling me to sell off everything because I’d look ridiculous in them. I played it cool but later cried in my room for an hour straight.
I have been wearing Jirai on and off for a while now without my mom knowing. She’s a stereotypical Asian mom and has been ridiculing me my whole life, which led to a lot of self-image issues and ED. She even made fun of me for starting to go to the gym and gaining weight to a healthy range, telling me I look bulky, calling me a fat pig and showing me the worst photos of myself during that time to force me to lose weight, yet she then later started gym…
I struggle with depression and anxiety disorder, and I also don’t have any friends who live close to hang out with for pretty much all 4 years of college, but occasionally I still have my boyfriend. It’s such a bad environment altogether, but having Jirai as a hobby helped so much. The interaction just made me feel awful about myself. I want to give up on everything altogether. I don’t understand why my own mom is so mean to me about how I look, while seemingly everyone else’s mom is so supportive and kind to them regardless of how they choose to dress.
I was honestly so happy about my haul but it all went away in an instant. It’s so tiring being this way. I wish I can just not care about anyone’s opinion to protect the little happiness left in my life.
I wanted to get the black one but its kinda hard to take care of so i got the pink one instead. And its extremely cute!!!
If I want to get a pair of crocs for my ryousangata outfits, would making my own jirai crocs or getting the my melody crocs be better? I do have pretty big feet (12US) if that affects the decision.
Its one of the anniversary pieces. I got it for such a good price
I wanted to warn everyone about this Mercari user. They sell Don quijote Sanrio tshirts for a fair price, but it is actually extremely low quality screen prints and they are refusing a refund. You may see their price and what they offer as a good deal, but it is a scam. The print is very poor, off color, the pink doesn’t match and you can see they didn’t even bother putting the black outline. Upon requesting a refund, they attempted a scam where they try to guilt you into accepting a poor quality item, and are refusing to accept the refund even after it was processed through Mercari. Even if it is a dupe, it is the worst quality ever and looks nothing like the original. Do not waste your time or money, and do more research on these sellers. Make sure they include photos they took of the product.
It was the start of my 2nd year as a professor, so thought to do something fun w/ my style! I usually already do a lot of pinks around my eyes but not like this at all. ^_^
idk where to post this ╥﹏╥ I drew myself for college stuff but the idea was scrapped last minute and it felt like my effort and time were kinda wasted🤧
Im new to Jirai Kei and I just got a skirt and these shoes from vinted. Top was something I already had.
What blouse / top would you recommend would fit with the rest of the outfit?
Thankyou!! >_<
Sooo excited they go to my college!!!!
I feel like my makeup game is getting strong
tomorrow I will be someone’s girlfriend translations just finished 💔💔 I did this look bc I reread and was feeling nostalgic for 2020 jirai vibes