Internship
I’m currently 15 of 20 shifts on my internship with a fire department, It’s been a challenge. Basically getting the probie treatment and I’m sick of “playing the game”. I’ve been doing fine until now I had my first cpr on shift 14 and got rosc and felt on top of the world. But all of a sudden I feel like I’ve lost all my confidence. I’m surrounded by 4 medics, who are all jammers, I give classes every day and they always say that the classes suck and I say umm a lot. My preceptor said I’ve been looking less confident on these last calls, and doesn’t want the other medics to chew me alive. Idk maybe it’s just a wall I’m hitting but I just feel so unconfident I don’t know what to do.