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I hate accountability and responsibilities

There is nowhere to vent out my frustration I used to

Not focus on class and day dreamed during during class was which was funny

Teachers said I was a "swapnalokathe balabaskaran" During class because my mind was not there

But now after plus two I am working in a supermarket for part time

But thisthing is not funny and then I realized

Fuck......

I need to grow up iam not supposed to be a laughing giggling idiot

I feel so dumb like literally intellectualy dumb

Iam not talking about academics I was pretty good in mugging up theories for exams

But like my communication and social skills are zero and so awkward and I mKe stupid dumb comments and try to find excuses for every little thing which again was a reflex I learned throughout my years to avoid accountability

What I was saying is life sucks it isn't no fairy tail

I got this much after working for month

I wonder what those chettans and chechis who worked for years feels like

hi arkengilum college life frndship undayitundo athrk deep ayit ulla male female bond... undayitundo enn. Arayula pakshe enk angnthe oru nalla oru bond undd aale per jasna enn parayum olle kanuneth thanee clsil vchit ahnn njngl athym knda pad korch cmpny undayrn.. llaryum pole athym athyvshym cmpny undayrn pinne ath melle melle nin nthenkilum avshym undenkil oll enghot verum llengil enk enthenkilum avshym undenkil oll enghot verum angne first year angnee poyi pakshee I LIKE VERY MUCH krnm olle character athrkum nice character njn nde lifil kndeyil vchit theere jada illathe oru girl character nmle queen filim llee athile saniya iyappan lle egathesham aa character ayit verum llarkum olle nllaa ishtapedum oru podiik jada llathe oru penkutty enth krythin oll effort edthit help chyym angnthe oru penn… angne second yearum thodenghii oru pakuthi vere athrk cmpny ndarnilaa kanumbo olle adikum odum angnthe oru cmpny ayrn angne second year last ayepo ahnn thonnunu oll enk oru reel aych instayil angne ahnn olleyit oru bond thodangiyeth pakshe ithin munbum olle clsil edk edkk oke nokum krnm olle character enk athrkum ishtaa she is a verry nice character oru pakkaa “pottitheri” parynaa character ahn oldee angne oll reel aych instayil pinne angne a reelmenn njngl nalla bond ayii athyavshym bond ayii pinne njngleee kndaaal crct twins or sibilings ahnn enn thonnum kore alkarr parayum chythiknn angne reel okee aych appo njnhl samasaikaan thidenghii aplla arinjeth njngle situation family prblm pine vaki kore issuess okee same ahnn llethum pinnee ollk prshnm verumboo oll ennne vilikum njnum anghot vililkum enk enthenkil prblm undayal okee oll deal akkki fherum enk enk enthenkilum avshym ndenkil appo oll le enk vilikaa ath eathuu samayath ahnegil oru freedom olll enk thern ind pinne olk ulla sobhavam nthaaan vchaal ore prshnm ndakeet ndethk verum karsnjit edaa aonn agnee onn engnre chyth okee paranjit onn enne noknilaa angne oro krymgl paranjit okee pinne ippo enk oll note oke olle csinsine kond ezuthipich therum pinnee oll enne lla krythilum kattak support chyth therum ippo thanee enk oru alle ishtm ahnn olleyit ahnn oru middle person ayit nilknth oll nthano parynth njn athin chyum angne kore kalam ayit engne ponn pinne ippo sad nthaan vchall eni verum 6 months oluu college ath keinjal llethum. Enk olle nallonam miss chyum ath orkumbo oru vshmam und… she is a very nice character… enk entho ith ivde **share aknm thonii athond chytheth ahnn…**🙃☺️

So I'm taking a gap year this year and I realised I genuinely don't have any friends in town whom I can hang out with or socialize with and I don't want my one year to be just inside the house. Can you guys tell me any social events or activities I could participate in?

I'm planning on joining a gym next month but other than that is there anything else I could do?

I enjoy reading, cooking, debates, music, anything fashion

I'm looking for any clubs that will help u make friends and keep connections

18F, kochi btw

im turning 19 in a few days (dont come at me i know basically its pretty young) but i look at the groups of friends i see around my town and theyre all such babies 😭😭 (2009-2012)

tbh i still feel 14 bro, of course my personality has changed since then but the other 19 year olds around me are so mature, they've had their glow ups, act and look like adults. and wdym im going into college?? i had a whole panic attack over that last week, time is just going so fast!!

Njn ore 1st year student ane .njn gate ane focus cheyunea .how to prepare for gate?. Gate malayalam online coaching indo?. Msigma for gate preparation egana inde?

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I don't have one

im honestly just sick of it all, i cut contact with my one true friend

i had this bestfriend we knew eachother since we were both 8 years old (we're both 19 now so we've been friends for 11 years), last year i started liking a guy and i thought she would support me because well, shes my best friend. Even our types are different, she likes lean, fair, long haired men with a golden retriever vibe and i like short haired, funny and extroverted guy. So you can imagine my confusion when she comes up to me and tells me she likes him too???? I didn't want to get angry at her because these feelings you cant control. That year I gave up and let her pursue him because she was more beautiful and more charismatic than me.

This year i lost it, now we are both in 1st year and i liked a guy who also seemed to have interest in me too...but here she goes again. I tell her I think i like that guy and he gives little hints too. That exact evening she shows me that she has also added him on insta and theyre both chatting 🫠🫠

I completely lost it at her, went home and blocked her everywhere. i know it'll be awkward when i see her in class but im just so sick of this