My favorite place
We have lived in a sort of maximalist 1000 sq foot house in Tennessee for the past 5 years and this room has basically become a sacred space for us. When we started dosing here we were buck wild, drinking and partying and mixing substances - it was a wild time and we both pushed our boundaries with psychedelics farther than we ever thought we could. Life was grand. But in that 5 years, we have also been through so much unexpected loss, tragedy, grief, and suffering and it was all processed in this room. Deaths getting closer and closer to home (really so many its so sad), losing our beloved dog, both of us getting life changing medical diagnoses, recovering from surgery, learning to walk again, getting sober. We continued dosing through all of that (much less frequently, less intense, and only after preparing ourselves for a week or more) and psychedelics have been an invaluable resource for us as a tool to approach our grief and healing head on and to be able to pour our hearts out and process all of that weight. All in this room. We have since done some rearranging and our bed is now in here permanently due to mobility issues and there is no jplace in the world I’d rather be to continue growing and healing. It’s probably time to plan our next dose **◡**̈