Completely flunked my first UNICEF interview
I just recently had my first ever interview with UNICEF for a P2 position. I was genuinely so excited because I've wanted to work for UNICEF for as long as I can remember. I prepped for the interview, practiced for at least four hours after work every day before the interview (the STAR method), read so much about the country I was applying in and the context; yet, when the moment came, I completely flunked the interview. The questions were much more difficult than I expected: I prepped for simple questions related to the competencies but I got several subquestions in each question and at some point I had to even write down the questions as they were saying them because I could not keep up. It was really difficult to come up on the spot with good enough examples so I kept it generic and brief (which I feel so bad about because in hindsight I could have elaborated more but my brain froze). Then we had to change language in every question: it was one in English then in French then in English etc. I'm trilingual and fluent in both English and French but I started mixing languages in my answers and forgetting some words !!! God, it was terrible. I feel soooooooo bad !!!! I am trying to think that at least now I know what the interview is like I can prepare better for potential new ones, it was a learning experience, etc but I also feel like I lost a little bit of self-trust in my ability to think on spot and that maybe I am still too junior for a P2.... I'm trying to not let it get to me but I would really love to get some advice out here. For anyone who's been through the interview process before, what was it like for you? How do you regain trust in yourself if you flunked? For people conducting interviews, do you have any advice for me?