Stuck at HQ with INGO: how to get first field mission?
I am ~30, working in communications for a major humanitarian INGO in Europe after a career change, and starting to feel stuck for ways to deploy to the field in the area I'm targeting, which is protection, access, security and field coordination.
My plan has been to try and go on mission visits to the countries where my INGO is present, but unfortunately senior staff and managers tend to see my role has quite limited in terms of the contribution it can make to national staff/to the national bureaus. They have told me before that while it would be useful for me to go visit a few missions, I am more valuable at HQ. It feels like them agreeing to me visiting a national bureau for a few days is more like a favour they're doing me rather than a real visit like those done by other colleagues who are not in comms.
The trick here is that I've only recently entered the humanitarian sector after a career change - not something totally unrelated but which people often pigeonhole as one specific kind of job. The average humanitarian or average colleague doesn't have an accurate perception of what duties I would've had in that job - involving some highly relevant aspects like coordination, project management, security, risk management, research, external relations, and more. I've also worked in several jobs that required geographical and political expertise of a specific region where humanitarians are very much present - but that is simply not enough.
I've started applying to other INGOs - ACF, MSF, Solidarités International, Acted, ICRC - but oftentimes the only roles I see that I would be interested in / qualified for require at least 2 years of humanitarian field experience in a conflict or post-conflict context. I just don't know how to start accruing that experience.
Besides this, I've been undergoing several relevant professional training courses with the UN, in the area I'm interested in. This has given me a little bit more of a network. I speak 3 languages in addition to English (all sought-after or required by INGOs) and am currently learning a fourth one.
So I'm finding myself stuck at HQ, in a permanent contract, with no perspective of a field opportunity.
What else can I do to get the ball rolling and get my first deployment?
PS: Of course, I am more than grateful to be in a stable job. I've just been working towards being closer to operations for some time, and I feel overcome by frustration when I compare my path to someone else's my age, who's already worked in 5 countries (I know I'm not supposed to do that, but it's hard to resist).
PPS: Posting here rather than r/humanitarian due to greater affluence on in this sub.