
As a man who was sexually assaulted by women, I felt really sad for Travis.
I'm a 22-year-old guy from Argentina, and I got a real chill watching Travis's scene. I was also sexually assaulted as a child by women in my close circles.
That whole sequence with Travis and the delirious euphoria from the mushrooms hit me hard. I feel like that experience seriously damaged Travis’s psyche and completely shifted his place within the group.
Suffering that kind of assault often destroys your self-esteem. You end up feeling dirty, disposable, and unworthy of any kind of social well-being after being dehumanized like that.
In the show, you can clearly see how Travis becomes more closed off and avoidant after the night of the mushrooms, what happened with Javi, and his father.
After that, Travis was terrified of the girls. He knew his word meant nothing anymore. He had been absent or powerless in so many situations that they could easily destroy him if they wanted to, and he was aware of it.