Leftist with mixed feelings about Cuba/Communism, need help
I would appreciate help working through my mixed feelings about Cuba. Hoping for some guidance, opinions, rebuttles, and/or reading materials to challenge ingrained biases / American propaganda.
TL;DR:
Cuban-American with Leftist Politics, but don’t like Communism because of my view of easy corruption. Still can’t get behind a one party system from weak anecdotal “evidence”, but still feel strongly about it. Hoping to have my beliefs challenged and pointed to good counter arguments and reading material to possibly break free of personal bias and US propaganda. Specifically Cuba.
I’m going to give some context.
I am technically first generation American. I say technically because both of my parents were born in Cuba, but came to the US very young, and grew up here in the states. I spoke spanish with my family, but english with my parents. Although technically being “first generation” is true, it just doesn’t feel fitting to what one would come to think of as “first generation”, nor is the experience the same.
My whole blood family is Cuban.
Politically, I consider myself leftist. I very much dislike liberals (to me they’re just conservatives), and I ESPECIALLY hate conservatives (although I do feel bad for working class conservatives. As stupid and lost I think they are, they’ve been duped. I like to think that if they learned class consciousness it can change a decent amount of them. Even though I really hate them and they hate me, I still think they should have access to every benefit and live a good life).
I think both parties here in US are on the same team and create division of the working class to uphold their ruling class / capitalist society. But this is something you all already know.
I’ve been a lefitst all my life, but its been hard to label my beliefs under a specific label. Ideally I like Anarchism; community organization and direct action to make the system obsolete. But that goal is a long term one. I think it’s kind of naive and unrealistic to say it can happen anytime soon, even decades. But I still think community organization and action is important and good no matter what.
So I maybe I fall somewhere as a Socialist or Democratic Socialist. I know those two labels have many differences but thats a different conversation.
I grew up and live in the biggest Cuban diaspora in the US (just saying this you can 100% guess where lol).
So I’ve always been around discussions and arguments over the situation in Cuba all my life.
Luckily I grew up with liberal/progressive parents and grandparents. Which is not so common.
Cubans tend to be republicans by default. Even though they have been, in my opinion (and objectively), the most helped (latin) immigrant population here in the states. I’m also aware of why.
So many Cubans benefit and rely on government programs yet are MAGA and hardcore republicans. It doesn’t make sense, but there a whole psychology behind that, and that’s a different conversation.
But, here’s what my post is really about:
I don’t like communism because:
I just don’t like a one party system.
(Yes I’m aware we’re kind of living under that right now in the US).
I am very aware of why Castro was so popular in his rise to power. It wouldn’t be wrong to say 80-90%+ of Cubans supported him during his rise to power. Even a lot of the wealthy class did. This level of support was before him leaning into Marxist/Leninist/Communist ideas, from my understanding, I could be wrong.
I am aware of the good things Castro did. Literacy rates went up, access to health care, etc etc.
I am very aware of how much the American embargo has devastated Cuba. It’s horrible. From my understanding, Castro went to the US to try to negotiate, US said nooooo, they wanted to keep their interests. Castro rightfully said screw y’all and went to the Soviets (which then lead to the embargo). Although less, Cuba managed well. Then in the 80’s the Soviet Union was having financial troubles (Marielito’s refugee wave) then finally collapsed ‘89-‘91.
Then Venezuela, with much less resources and abilities, supported Cuba. Until Trump/US took Maduro.
And now Cuba has the same full embargo, with no help, and is collapsing.
I am so against the embargo and find it appalling that Cubans here in the states support it, because at the end of the day, it’s our own people that are ultimately hurting and suffering.
Enough rambling: ultimately , I can’t get behind a one party system. Although anecdotal, I can see how people in power put friends and family in positions of power. It happens everywhere. I just don’t think Communism is immune to that, and have (anecdotal) heard otherwise.
But I know I shouldn’t take that as concrete evidence, and should challenge these notions and beliefs.
I thought maybe here is the right place.
I’m almost there with being communist, except how the party system works, and how easily (my opinion) it can be corrupted. Being that party leaders have access and distribute resources and privilege within themselves, while the common Cuban suffers.
But I could be totally wrong.
I hope some of y’all can guide me and maybe debunk, or give new perspectives to my ideas. I just want to learn.
Feel free to ask any questions if needed.
Thanks in advance.