
New Avatar is making me emo
This album is so good but i’m becoming depressed. 😔 falling alone makes it real🎶

This album is so good but i’m becoming depressed. 😔 falling alone makes it real🎶
Listening on vinyl yesterday was a great experience. The record sounds great, one of the best albums of the year.
1000 copies is jail worthy.
Let me start with, I’m a long time Kelela fan. I’m loving New Avatar, and generally, have loved almost every release. Raven is the exception. There’s always been a disconnect for me when it comes to it as a complete body of work. I love certain songs from it, for sure, (Let it Go & Closure) but the album is hard for me to vibe with - which I know is ok, but! Because I’ve been revisiting it lately and still feel the same as I do on first listen, I’m curious to know what the album means to those that love it. What are your favorite songs, why are they your favorite? And what do you feel when you listen to the album from beginning to end? Appreciate everyone’s thoughts in advance! I want to listen again with a new perspective, if possible!
If rsvp doesn’t guarantee entry, do I still need to rsvp in the first place, what should I even say? And if doors open at 7 is it wise to arrive for like 6:50 or should I be getting there much older. I’ve never rlly tried to go to something like this so pointers would be helpful
Here's my ranking of kelela albums
Take me apart (the perfect album and sort of equivalent to me having metal gear solid as my number 1 game from the series)
Cut 4 me (this album is where it all started for me and has a special place in my heart)
New Avatar (after hearing the first single which was idea 1 I had extremely high expectations of this album and it delivered but damnit not enough to put it over the first two albums in the list lol. The foushee feature ruined the song for me and that explains why kelela rarely ever have anyone featured on her albums )
Raven (not a bad album but also an album that I return to the least I don't know why I guess I gotta be in a certain mood to listen to it because this is not an album that I can just throw on and have a good time listening to)
Hallucigen (a nice short sweet ep that kept me and other kelela fans fed until the next album came out)
Whats y'all ranking
Hii, nobody asked for this, but as soon as I saw that new avatar has 12 tracks, my brain started ticking and I started wondering where each zodiac sign might fit in this album. (TLDR: scroll down for the matches 👽)
Doing this exercise actually made me realize that while the album can map onto all 12 archetypes, the dominant energies I personally feel throughout it are fire and water — identity, desire, emotional intensity, transformation, and rebirth. In fact, I actually had Scorpio pegged for A LOT of songs at first when doing my first pass, which makes sense because Scorpio carries such an intense, transformative energy just like this album.
Before getting into it, a little about my perspective (because obviously that influences how I interpreted the songs): I'm a Pisces Sun/Moon/Mars (lol, a lot of Pisces placements), Aquarius Rising, and Capricorn Venus. So my interpretations definitely come through that lens, but I tried to approach each song based on its themes, lyrics, and emotional energy.
Here are my matches:
1. idea 1 — Aries ♈️
2. point blank — Leo ♌️
3. goin down — Taurus ♉
4. outta time — Virgo ♍
5. against me — Pisces ♓
6. crystalize — Cancer ♋
7. retaliation lullaby — Libra ♎
8. linknb — Sagittarius ♐
9. don't piss me off — Scorpio ♏
10. new life forms — Aquarius ♒
11. the bridge — Gemini ♊
12. if we meet again — Capricorn ♑
Anyway, this was just a fun thought experiment. Let me know what you agree/disagree with! I'd love to hear other interpretations of this introspective (and very fun) album through this lens 👽
P.S. For the astrology nerds (like me :P), I'll add a comment breaking down how the elements and modalities evolve and move through the album.
Take Me Apart
new avatar
Raven
Hallucinogen
Cut 4 Me
oscar scheller is responsible for the production across most of new avatar and has also produced a ton of other hits (doe-eyed rebecca black, candyland natanya, lots of shy girl as well) including a majority of pinkpantheress’ fancy that.
a critique i had of fancy that and a critique i have of new avatar alike is that a lot of the songs are incredibly similar in their construction, almost to the point of repetitiveness and redundancy.
the entirety of new avatar only employing 2 main guitar styles, both of which you can hear on idea 1, made the album as a whole feel a bit one note to me, and that’s not to mention the overall lack of lyrical complexity on the album (looking at the bridge, outta time, point blank the hardest here, as good as all three of them are.)
i really do chock it up to his production style and presence on every song. i think a more diverse cast of producers could’ve really brought us more complex rock elements and im really hoping a potential remix album satiates that desire (was really hoping she’d combine the guitar with the industrial soundscape a la linkin park but those two roads barely meet, mostly intersecting at rnb).
despite all this, the album grows on me more and more by the day
So good. So right! Play "the bridge" on loop for the next hour? I MIGHT! It's wild how the 5 words just feel so powerful and maybe a bit femme fatale? I feel like an enchantress when I hear that chorus; it sounds so mysterious and lithe and irresistible. I had a similar vibe with "Contact" from the Raven album! I just really enjoy Kelela's body of work haha. I did not know there was a subreddit for her.
it ended up somewhere between witch house, nu-gaze and uk bass maybe
the kick and snare are inspired by one in a million era aaliyah <3
full thing on sc :) https://on.soundcloud.com/NCs5txkFMaMogRUKe5
i wish i had the money to buy my copy already T_T
I put together a visualizer consisting of the Raven Azagero + Contact Karen Nyame vignettes real quick so i could post it on youtube. I couldn't really find any visuals that fit the vibes (I was just gonna grab some shots from the bridge but it didn't feel right considering i'll most likely remix that song as well and also want to make yet another visual)
Earlier in the interview, Twigs said that she’s excited for Kelela’s new album as well
I've been listening to the last song of New Avatar on repeat to get the feeling, and it reminds me of how sad Kelela looks on the cover art. Kelela doesn't want to only be shown affection when her and her lover are alone but also to be showered with affection in public. I get the sense that she wants to be smothered - maybe even controlled a little bit 😏 - as long as it's by her lover. And if she doesn't feel that, she ends the situation (true power). She needs to know she's worth a fight over.
I love you, Kelela.
Your fans love you.
The people your music touches the hearts of, Love You.
You deserve to be claimed in the light.
What do you guys think? Is "if we meet again" the most emotionally devastating closer she's ever given us because 🍒 ☕️ is pretty sad too.