I am so sick of psychiatrists telling me I should go to the ER at ANY mention of suicidality.
So I was on 12.5 mg of seroquel (EXTREMELY low dose- literally the lowest dose of this med cut in half). I reduced my dosage to 6.25 mg. It’s been 3 days and I have some withdrawal symptoms, but nothing severe.
I missed my psychiatry appointment today so I have another one on Wednesday. I plan on discussing with her how long I should be on 6.25 mg before I get off. So I messaged her in the patient portal to get advice. I told her I have passive SI and she told me to go to the ER.
WTF? If she can’t talk with me about my meds til Wednesday, fine. But FFS. I told her I don’t want to hurt myself and have no intentions of doing so, that my symptoms are not severe, that my thoughts are mostly intrusive, that I have coping skills, and that the ER will stress me out.
She knows I was illegally 5150d and had a lawyer get me out. Most traumatic experience of my life. Every time I’ve brought up my thoughts with a psych, they’re like “go to the ER”.NO!!! I’m not going to traumatize myself.
I wish I could find a psychiatrist that wasn’t like this, but that seems impossible.