situationship kinda
hi so im M nd ive been with this girl for almost five years somedays she made me feel that yeah im the love of her life nd gave me names like loml nd some days she was like keep yourself away from me but i never stopped loving her i even tried talking to other ladies but it never felt we kept doing on nd off nd i kept coming back to her nd she also kept talking to me like nothing happened we shared good moments nd we still share we even talk like gf bf i get her gifts respect her the most even introduced her to my sister but still we get into fights when i talk about committing this ramzan she even said that she is looking someone nd he lives in saudia nd she is serious about it nd that broke me so much im in my crucial years ive to build something out of it but part of me is still worrying about us so i texted her two weeks back nd she is talking to me like old days but i do care about if she doesnt want to talk she can give me a closure nd break my heart one time nd never talk to me nd i havent asked her about the guy from the saudia yet cause these moments alone mean to me so much i dont wanna mess with it but still i wanna make her mine only purpose of writing all this is that im genuinely up for advices nd something i could do or say to her so that i can make her mine nd secure her i think she also has something with me cause why does she keeps coming back or does she likes the attention well im up for advices so yeahh thanks for reading....may