u/-EthanEthan-

פגעו בי מינית כל החיים שלי, בפעם האחרונה בערך לפני שנה.

זה דפק אותי בכל דבר בחיים שלי.

למרות שאני ממש רוצה, אני עדיין לא מסוגל לקיים יחסי מין, אני מפחד להיות עם אנשים לבד במעלית או במקום סגור אחר, אני מפחד לחזור הביתה לבד בחושך בלי שחברים ילכו איתי ועוד כל כך הרבה דברים.

בעיקר אמרו לי שמגיע לי, שיש לי מזל, שאני לא באמת גבר, שהייתי צריך להילחם, וכו'.

אני לא יודע איך להתגבר ולהמשיך הלאה.

אני מרגיש שאני תמיד אהיה תקוע עם הפחד הזה.

I'll draw anything: people, animals, objects, whatever!

Edit: To all the people who commented, I promise I'll get to your photo but this takes time! Each drawing took me around 2 hours so far

Hello everyone!

My name is Ethan, and I'm 20 years old.

I'm dealing with a lot of things in my life currently, and I'm looking for some sort of a parental figure.

I'd love to also be friends, of course.

I'm very nerdy, and I usually just get obsessed with fandoms in my free time. I'd say I have a lot of things to talk about, and I also really love hearing about other's interests.

I would love to hear about your day and talk both about the big and small things in life.

Thank you for taking the time to read my post, I hope we get along!

I'm a cis man. I don't think I'm trans as I never really felt like I wanted to be any other gender.

I feel very uncomfortable with my genitals. The sensation there is alright, I dont mind touching myself? but I dislike the feeling of an erection and having something between legs. I sometimes cry because it feels really weird if im erect.

It just feels very wrong, like it shouldn't be there and its very distressing for me to have something there.

I dont know if that makes sense.

I dont want a vulva, I just dont want my genitals because it physically feels... weird and because it just feels wrong to have a penis.

I don't really know what to do about this, is this something other people experience?

I live in a place where the birth rate is inclining, and it's expected to have multiple children.

I usually dislike being around children as they're very noisy and dirty, and just generally unpleasant to be around.

People keep telling me I have to have children because "who will care for you when you're old" and "having kids is our purpose."

I REALLY don't want kids, but people keep telling me I have to.

I know I don't actually have to, but people never mind their own business, and I feel really pressured to have children.

My mom also really wants grandkids, and since my sister doesn't want any I'm "her only hope", and so whenever I bring up the fact I don't want kids she starts crying and being passive aggressive.

I would be a bad parent and I don't think I can even be around children for more than a few hours.

Hi, I'm 20M, and I recently started dating my first partner.

I struggle a lot with physical touch.

Recently, she brought up the topic of sex and asked if that's something I'd be interested in doing.

Now, I am interested in doing that eventually, but I'm scared.

I'm pretty comfortable with physical touch when it comes to her, but I still think that would be very different for me.

I'm scared of having a meltdown while we do it or just get overwhelmed and cry.

I also have concerns about it that dont really relate to autism.

If anyone has any advice on how to get more comfortable with physical touch in a sexual sense, getting more comfortable being naked around her, and stuff like that, it would be greatly appreciated