I want to leave every time SS comes over
I am so burnt out by my SS(10) and I don’t want to be around him. I know that sounds so awful and I do love him very much, but he has a lot of behaviour issues and I’m just at my breaking point with it.
We have an ours baby (2m) and I’m starting to worry my SS issues and going to negatively impact the toddler. He blows up when he doesn’t get his way. He’ll throw stuff, make threats and run away. My husband has to give SS all of his attention and I’m stuck parenting our toddler alone. I don’t feel comfortable removing myself from the home and leaving the toddler there. But to take the toddler away from home all day is exhausting too and not fair to him.
When SS is here everyone is tense, he’s unpredictable and the day can go sideways at any moment. I just don’t know how to move forwards with this. I feel so trapped and I just want to protect my peace and my baby. I hate feeling pushed out of my home but I don’t know what else to do.