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When I get a command Hallucination, if I ignore it, it usually gets worse. More persistent and loud. But if I do what it says, it usually goes away. For instance, I might be taking a walk and a voice will tell me to walk to my left. If I do it, usually it will go away and leave me alone. But say I walk forward or to the right, it gets more persistent and sometimes louder. Does this happen with anyone else?

I have schizoaffective disorder and I havent had a girlfriend in 10 years. I don't drive, I'm anti social but want a relationship. But for women my age (late 20s), having a psychotic condition is a red flag. So I feel like I won't get anywhere with someone once they find out.

All this shit with the hantavirus, the war in the middle east (the general horrible state of the world), I haven't watched the news in a week. I'm a lot less anxious and paranoid now. 😎

3 years ago I was my heaviest. 328 lbs. That's when I started losing weight. August 2025 I think I was 250 lbs. Then I got put on Cobenfy. Every since then I have had the motivation to exercise. As of Monday I am 197 lbs. The weight is just falling off me on Cobenfy. I have lost 131 lbs all together. My goal is to get to 175 which is what I weighed before I was diagnosed 10 years ago and got on psych meds.