u/35yearoldloser

Me and my son are caucasian, you'll see why I said this in a minute 🤣

Me and my son are caucasian, you'll see why I said this in a minute 🤣

I am moving into a new apartment as a single father and i wanted a funny, enlarged picture of my son to hang. So I decided to go to chatgpt and have it render a cool oil painting of him as a king on a throne!! Cool idea right? Well chatgpt had it own vision, the prompt is as follows.

Prompt:

* picture sent of my son slouching on the couch*

You see how he is slouched like this position? I want you to do an oil painting. Make it like he is a laidback king who is slouching in his thrown, use the position from the video. Make him dressed in all the finest kings clothing and jewlery, red lacy shiny kings robe with gold trim. The classic white with black spotted fuzzy brim to a golden and velvet red crown. Have him sloppily holding a golden chalice with red wine spilling out of it dripping down the side of his throw. The right arm resting on the arm of the golden thrown that matches his outfits holding a trumey leg that is partially eaten. In the background. Put me as a shadowy king silhouette with neon green eyes as if I am a entity watching my son run a kingdom from the shadows. Lurking as his main trump card in war.

u/35yearoldloser — 3 days ago

Depression

I feel numb. It feels like I am present but nothing is real. I feel like everything around is fast forwarding while I walk the same pace. I feel everybody is happy but I can't be. I lost my family and all I can think about is them more so the fact I ruined my newborn sons cance to have his original family

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u/35yearoldloser — 4 days ago

It's hard to eat now

I am going threw a really rough break up ( 7 years ) and the last week has been such extraneous arguing and screaming, I forgot to eat for 3 days and now today I finally made a grilled cheese sandwich and it was just hard to swallow and I feel like that's all I candle stomach wise. But the real fact is I'm 350 I have NO problems eating before. Could this just be a side effect from the problems im going threw?

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u/35yearoldloser — 4 days ago
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My life is shit part 3.

I am at work now. The lights seem liminal. I feel like I am stuck in the backrooms but it's outside. The shift is 8 hrs of silence all I can do is sit with my thoughts and thats how things fester! The hotel is full everybody is coming back from THE SONIC TEMPLE 3 day concert. I think to myself that's how I could heal. Finding joy in as many little things as possible. Then it might be manageable to actually move on

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u/35yearoldloser — 5 days ago

My life is a fucking mess.

Im going threw a mid life crisis, I think. Just got dumped after 8 years. I Can't see my daughter. I only have less than a year left to spend with my son before I gotta move out. I work a shitty part time security job. Im 34 turning 35 in June. I pay child support. I have my license and a car atleast. But Where does one even go from here but to the nearest bridge lol.?

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u/35yearoldloser — 6 days ago