u/3hearted

it's not even just that i'm ugly, it's that i feel like a completely different species. my face is just wrongly put together. i can't exactly put my finger on it, but something is off. it's the way my bone structure is, the way my flesh wraps around it. there's not a single feature that is average or above. especially in pictures i take of myself, there seems to be something missing. like the proportions are all off. especially the way i look into the camera. i feel like some sort of creepypasta entity. it's beyond just being unpleasant to look at. i'm unsettling.

i haven't really gotten the gist of it.. i've submitted all my documents on cas apart from my a level results. soo can the visa process not start before i get my a level results (in august)? that just seems very tight, have i mistaken something?

hi! i'm sure there's an abundance of posts asking all about how ual truly is. i may or may not have read them all, but i still wanna make a tailored post for myself.

so for starters, i am a chinese international student who's gonna study the ba course of interaction design. lowk i predict that it's going to be 70% chinese students, which in itself isn't an issue. it's just that chinese people, especially those that have mostly lived in china, aren't too fond of me 😭

that and the toxicity of asian friend groups! even though i'm a rather social person and i don't find it hard to make friends, i have a slight fear of being outcasted within the class due to the kind of people that will be there. of course, imma try to keep a positive attitude. but after hearing all the talk about how the people at ual are often not the nicest, i'm kinda scared to say the least! i also got a studio so there goes my chances of making friends from that..

i also hear quite often that ual isn't worth it? personally, i'm quite a proactive person and i'll be striving to be attending all sorts of events and not staying inside all day. i'm good with independent learning! i find that by following what i want, i get the best results.

anywho, what do you guys think?

listen, even tho i may wash it thoroughly i don't really be looking at it ever. so today i decide to take a lil peek. the hell is that? it look like arby's, it look like one of those dogs that got extra skin folds, but it do not look like a cute little thing. why are my flaps so flappy? why are they dark af? and then it be raw pink inside i'm grossed tf out. ngl was pretty horny prior to this but i just turned myself off and i think sex is just completely off the table now 🫩

hi!! this may sound like a stupid question so i'm sorry about that, i was just kinda curious. so the thing is, i use tiktok a lot. i was scrolling as usual when an acquaintance of mine commented on how the majority of videos i get are from black content creators. so i went to check, and they were right, tho i dunno if this has always been the case. honestly i hadn't realised, i mostly just watch relatable videos + thoughts and takes (really like paris mwendwa). obviously this sounds even sillier now that i've reached the end of my question, but i just wanted some opinions. thanks!