u/4quamarin3

If so, what game were you able to run and on what CPU? I'm curious what I would be able to play on i5-6400T and i3-8100T. On youtube there are not that many videos. And if I even find them, they're more about non-T. I don't know how relevant that is if someone can play game X on i5-6400. Does it mean I will be also able to play it on i5-6400T and get the same FPS?

I'm thinking about buying one of those refurbished mff pc's, like dell optiplex micro or hp elite/prodesk or thinkcentre. :)

I don't even know for how long I've been "clean". I haven't touched coffee/tea since the start of 2025, around the 1st quarter. Before that I already had been trying a few week breaks. Last time I had caffeine, it was last year in May, when I had a dark chocolate.

Overall, Some things got better, some didn't. It's not so black and white. I still cannot tell whether there are more positives or negatives or it's stuck at '0'. This is so dumb that I am still occasionally visiting this subreddit. That I still think about it. I can't even get myself to mop the floor and I haven't done it since I quit, so that's almost 2 years. XD Caffeine would give me a lot of bad symptoms, but at least I had somewhat more motivation.

And I am still taking naps 1-2 a day. Before that I didn't need to take any naps. Those are not even naps, I just have to lay for 30-60 minutes with my eyes closed.

Fuck all this. And then you see those posts or videos on youtube where people tell you that being caffeine-free is the right path to enlightenment or to get closer to the Source or whatever. I don't get that. I also don't feel more true myself - maybe just less impulsive and emotional, but I don't know if I am different character now than when I used to drink coffee/tea. Maybe a little. I don't know. I can't even tell what I can be sure of.