u/4resrizz

My older sister became an AKA woman the beginning of my senior year, and ever since I started looking into all of the sororities. There was one I was really looking into and I reached out with the advisor and chapter president and the convos went super well along with meeting them in person a few times which went great too. I’m just a little nervous because there’s only one soror of that chapter on campus because the rest graduated, and I hope to pledge in the spring which I was told I could, which based on a video I’ve seen would automatically get me alot of responsibilities. Of course I would learn to manage it for the org, but I was worried it might be a bit too much. Also, may sound silly but not many on campus pledge this org and I’m worried about being a solo😭 does anyone have any advice? I will take any and all!! I’m also unsure of what all I’m allowed to say and not say.

Yesterday unfortunately my baby chunkz da bunny passed from a heart attack after waking of from neutering. He was my first bunny, being an English spot. Personally I found him very easy to care for and the vet always said he was healthy. Yesterday I adopted a mini lop from the animal shelter. I’m not sure how different their care is, but if anyone could give tips that would be great! He’s very malnourished, has extremely over grown teeth and nails (they’re even twisted to the point the vet could only cut them to a certain degree and we’ll have to go back soon to get them trimmed more) he was eating bird seeds and millet and drinking from a water bottle. It’s been a day now and he instantly began eating hay and pooping a whole bunch which I believe is a good sign because that’s what my first baby bun did hence his name chunkz bc all he did was eat. But mink mink (new mini lop) won’t eat pellets and the vet said it’s probably because he’s never eaten them before due to the bird seeds but I’m nervous about his weight. I checked his belly and it seems alot more fat than yesterday though.

I brought my rabbit into the vet to get neutered earlier this morning. they sedated him but he kept fighting the sleep, eventually they told me that I could go and they’d just wait. 10 minutes ago they called and said he had a heart attack and died. he was my first pet, my emotional support animal. I was bringing him to college with me in 20 days. I don’t understand how he died they assured me so much that they’ve done four recent rabbit neuters with no problems. I don’t know how to continue on without him. should I get another rabbit? I keep thinking that I’ll wake up this same day and decide not to take him to avoid this. he fought going to the vet all morning I should’ve taken it as a sign. how can I get through this, does it hurt worse since it happened not even an hour ago?