It was fun, as it lasted
people are cold sometimes and i try to be super friendly and silly but they look at it weird, i feel like an out cast
a simple comment "i don't know u" struck me like lightening for some reason, i wished the earth swallow me hole, thinking about it this is not my place either
i wish everything was different
i wish i had a normal family, people are lucky and don't know it,
i wish i can make firends easily and not considered weird i guess, idk, i wish i didn't drop of uni cause of moeny, i wish i married the person who loved me, i wish i lived a normal life, i wish, i wish, i wish..........
i am not even sad anymore, i am just idk..........