does anyone else have the experience where you make one little misinterpretation or awkward slip up that isn’t even that bad half the time but the other person gets annoyed? this happens to me even with people who I consider close to me, and it really makes me want to just shut my mouth for eternity and stop tryiny.
so basically I saw a guys head getting hacked off with a butcher knife. About a month later I started getting panic attacks and depression and dissociatin. is this a traumatic response? and if you have gone through someone similar please commen. thank you.
I want out of my religion sooo bad but my derealization from existential thinking won’t let me. i also don’t think I talked to anyone in over a year, or had a friend since like 2nd grade. I used to be so excited for life now my potential just seems drained. Im ugly, not worth loving, nothing interesting about me. not looking for sympathy, just venting